random
So summer is going good. I know I haven't posted on here in a loooooong time so I now have something worth posting so here goes....
So I was home last weekend and was in the kitchen with my mom and out of the blue she says "guess who came to visit your sister? Shoop!" For those that don't know this in fact the John that broke my heart. He is a friend of my sister's and just happen to go visit her in Chicago. So I asked my sister a little bit about how it went and how he was doing. Apparently he is not happy at the school he's going to and some other stuff. After I cried (I know I said I would never cry over him again but I lied) and I feel awful for this but I am glad that he isn't happy. It's not even close to the unhappy that I was but it's something. I don't know why I felt like that but I did and I feel bad for it. I don't really want him to be unhappy. I really want him to be happy and what not. I never figured myself for that kind of girl. I mean I know I am not the nicest person by any means but that one hit me a little bit.
So there that is. I wish to god my mother hadn't said anything to me because I was doing just fine with out thinking of him and now I am riddled with thoughts of him. Damnit
Oh yeah the HP book was AMAZING!!
So I was home last weekend and was in the kitchen with my mom and out of the blue she says "guess who came to visit your sister? Shoop!" For those that don't know this in fact the John that broke my heart. He is a friend of my sister's and just happen to go visit her in Chicago. So I asked my sister a little bit about how it went and how he was doing. Apparently he is not happy at the school he's going to and some other stuff. After I cried (I know I said I would never cry over him again but I lied) and I feel awful for this but I am glad that he isn't happy. It's not even close to the unhappy that I was but it's something. I don't know why I felt like that but I did and I feel bad for it. I don't really want him to be unhappy. I really want him to be happy and what not. I never figured myself for that kind of girl. I mean I know I am not the nicest person by any means but that one hit me a little bit.
So there that is. I wish to god my mother hadn't said anything to me because I was doing just fine with out thinking of him and now I am riddled with thoughts of him. Damnit
Oh yeah the HP book was AMAZING!!