"I know I can love you much better than this...Full of grace, full of grace, my love"
I've decided I really hate alcohol. I said I was going to stop drinking for the most part and I think I really want to stick to that. I can't stand how some people act when they're drunk....the things they'll say or, better yet, the things they do. Its just not worth it. A few drinks out with friends is one thing, but no more partying and getting hammered. Its such a waste. Plus, bad things can happen when you're drunk- you end up doing things you normally wouldn't because it seems like it would be "funny". ::sigh::
That last part was involved in a conversation from last night. Yes, its forgiven but, I still don't know how to take it. Honesty is good, VERY good, and I'd rather know than not know but, it doesn't mean it won't effect me. In Vino Veritas, right? Its not a major issue but, it leaves the door open to a lot else. Besides the future what if's, it brings up the question of what else don't I know?. ::shakes head:: bad topic to sleep on. Its not something to leave over, nor is it something to explode about. Its more just something that irritates, or pesters at the mind. Trust is so very hard to earn and so very easy to damage- almost like taffeta. Very high end fabric but, very easy to ruin.
I really wanted to sleep in thismorning too...stupid body that's used to waking up early...
That last part was involved in a conversation from last night. Yes, its forgiven but, I still don't know how to take it. Honesty is good, VERY good, and I'd rather know than not know but, it doesn't mean it won't effect me. In Vino Veritas, right? Its not a major issue but, it leaves the door open to a lot else. Besides the future what if's, it brings up the question of what else don't I know?. ::shakes head:: bad topic to sleep on. Its not something to leave over, nor is it something to explode about. Its more just something that irritates, or pesters at the mind. Trust is so very hard to earn and so very easy to damage- almost like taffeta. Very high end fabric but, very easy to ruin.
I really wanted to sleep in thismorning too...stupid body that's used to waking up early...