i try to get away, but i just dont know where i can go
I am frustrated by my computer, the internet....school and writing papers...and i'm sick of being so lonely and sad.
being home was helpful, but upon arriving back here i felt the dark cloud getting darker over me.
i miss you brian
"i try to get away, but i just dont know where i can go"
i feel that...and i feel one place i could feel better is with brian.
things have been really difficult for me lately. very sad. very hard.
A is for AGE: 18
B is for BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: boyfriend brian.
C is for CAREER IN FUTURE: living a meaningful life
D is for DAD'S NAME: ernest
E is for ESSENTIAL ITEM TO BRING TO A PARTY: some ganja
F is for FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: Mad World by Michael Andrews
G is for GUY/GIRLS YOU'VE LOVED: in what sense? if i take it in the sense I think you mean, the answer is..2
H is for HOMETOWN: Westfield, NJ
I is for INSTRUMENTS YOU CAN PLAY: piano
J is for JOB TITLE: student extraordinaire
K is for KIDS: not my thing
L is for LIVING ARRANGEMENT: dorm
M is for MUM'S NAME: kathleen
N is for NUMBER OF PPL YOU'VE KISSED: around 10 boys and 2/3 girls
O is for OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAYS: 1-for heart surgery
P is for PHOBIAS: loss of those who i care for most.
Q is for QUOTE YOU LIKE: - "the devil is in the potato salad"
R is for RELATIONSHIP THAT LASTED THE LONGEST: 1 yr
S is for SEXUAL POSITION: me on top...or him on top...or variations.....
T is for TIME YOU WAKE UP EVERYDAY: varies. not before 7
U is for UNIQUE TRAITS: being my crazy self....
v is for VEGETABLE YOU LOVE: green peppers
W is for WORST HABIT: procrastinating
X is for XRAY'S YOU'VE HAD: many
Y is for YUMMY FOOD YOU MAKE: brownies?
Z is for ZODICA SIGN: virgo
Stolen AGAIN(someone else's version)
A is for ADDICTIONS: music
B is for BELIEFS: something like unitarian universalist
C is for COFFEE OR TEA? tea for sure
D is for DESTINATION: somewhere better
E is for EDIBLES: mandibles?
F is for FEARS: losing those i care about most
G is for GUARDIANS: mom and pops
H is for HAPPIEST TIMES: with brian, with my friends, in africa, etc
I is for ICE CREAM FLAVOR: green mint chip
J is for JAM FLAVOUR: none
K is for KITCHEN SKILLS: eating
L is for LOSS: of happiness
M is for MUSIC: a whole lot...jsut not country, or crap
N is for NUMBER OF SCHOOLS ATTENDED: 6 counting pre-k
O is for OPINION OF GEORGE W. BUSH: very negative, to say the lest
P is for POPCORN TOPPINGS: yum
Q is for QUOTAS (AFFIRMATIVE ACTION) - YES OR NO? oooh...thats sticky. undecided
R is for REAL WORLD OR ROAD RULES? neither. i hate TV.
S is for STATE: NEW JERSEY
T is for TRAVEL, MODE OF CHOICE: feet, car, train
U is for USEFUL SKILLS: thinking
V is for VALENTINES DAY, YAY OR NAY: its all circumstancial
W is for WEIGHT: 135-40
X is for X-MAS (HOLIDAY) WISH LIST: music, a longboard, some happiness
Y is for YEAR OF BIRTH: 1985
Z is for ???? (INSERT RANDOM FACT HERE): it snowed today
being home was helpful, but upon arriving back here i felt the dark cloud getting darker over me.
i miss you brian
"i try to get away, but i just dont know where i can go"
i feel that...and i feel one place i could feel better is with brian.
things have been really difficult for me lately. very sad. very hard.
A is for AGE: 18
B is for BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: boyfriend brian.
C is for CAREER IN FUTURE: living a meaningful life
D is for DAD'S NAME: ernest
E is for ESSENTIAL ITEM TO BRING TO A PARTY: some ganja
F is for FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: Mad World by Michael Andrews
G is for GUY/GIRLS YOU'VE LOVED: in what sense? if i take it in the sense I think you mean, the answer is..2
H is for HOMETOWN: Westfield, NJ
I is for INSTRUMENTS YOU CAN PLAY: piano
J is for JOB TITLE: student extraordinaire
K is for KIDS: not my thing
L is for LIVING ARRANGEMENT: dorm
M is for MUM'S NAME: kathleen
N is for NUMBER OF PPL YOU'VE KISSED: around 10 boys and 2/3 girls
O is for OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAYS: 1-for heart surgery
P is for PHOBIAS: loss of those who i care for most.
Q is for QUOTE YOU LIKE: - "the devil is in the potato salad"
R is for RELATIONSHIP THAT LASTED THE LONGEST: 1 yr
S is for SEXUAL POSITION: me on top...or him on top...or variations.....
T is for TIME YOU WAKE UP EVERYDAY: varies. not before 7
U is for UNIQUE TRAITS: being my crazy self....
v is for VEGETABLE YOU LOVE: green peppers
W is for WORST HABIT: procrastinating
X is for XRAY'S YOU'VE HAD: many
Y is for YUMMY FOOD YOU MAKE: brownies?
Z is for ZODICA SIGN: virgo
Stolen AGAIN(someone else's version)
A is for ADDICTIONS: music
B is for BELIEFS: something like unitarian universalist
C is for COFFEE OR TEA? tea for sure
D is for DESTINATION: somewhere better
E is for EDIBLES: mandibles?
F is for FEARS: losing those i care about most
G is for GUARDIANS: mom and pops
H is for HAPPIEST TIMES: with brian, with my friends, in africa, etc
I is for ICE CREAM FLAVOR: green mint chip
J is for JAM FLAVOUR: none
K is for KITCHEN SKILLS: eating
L is for LOSS: of happiness
M is for MUSIC: a whole lot...jsut not country, or crap
N is for NUMBER OF SCHOOLS ATTENDED: 6 counting pre-k
O is for OPINION OF GEORGE W. BUSH: very negative, to say the lest
P is for POPCORN TOPPINGS: yum
Q is for QUOTAS (AFFIRMATIVE ACTION) - YES OR NO? oooh...thats sticky. undecided
R is for REAL WORLD OR ROAD RULES? neither. i hate TV.
S is for STATE: NEW JERSEY
T is for TRAVEL, MODE OF CHOICE: feet, car, train
U is for USEFUL SKILLS: thinking
V is for VALENTINES DAY, YAY OR NAY: its all circumstancial
W is for WEIGHT: 135-40
X is for X-MAS (HOLIDAY) WISH LIST: music, a longboard, some happiness
Y is for YEAR OF BIRTH: 1985
Z is for ???? (INSERT RANDOM FACT HERE): it snowed today