Best friends don't RIP each others HEARTS out.

[magickal_leo706]

So I was reading this friend peom that I've had forever and but I've never really READ IT. I don't know why this poem felt it nessisary to make it seem like everything should be easy in a friendship. Its hard, its like a marriage without a ring and no ones in love with each other. And why should that be dicarded in a hidden message, it should be

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[_in_this_gun]

how do you except me to just forgive you after what happened? thinking its cool to piss off your best friend on purpose, really brings a smile on their face. then telling them you only do the shit you do, just to piss them off, really helps. then saying i betrayal amanda.. and that i only started talking to her because i hated denielle. then laughing across the lunch room because i had to sit with denielle. then hearing from mr.machjer that you called me a bitch just because i don't wanna talk to you?

do you just expect me to just drop everything and pretend it never happened? telling people to tell me "i love you" .. you think that is just gonna make things all better? why do i wanna be friends with someone who thinks its cool to piss off their best friend and then tell people i only started talking to amanda because i hated denielle, and i just wanted to sit with her just to get away from denielle?

and now i'm a bitch because i'm not talking to you. the last time we talked online, and before you signed off, i said "i just think we shouldn't talk for a few days." i told you i didn't wanna talk to you, i dunno if you didn't get it or what. but you don't have to call me a bitch just because i'm not talking to you, when i basically told you i didn't want to, weather or not you got that message or not. i ain't going around and calling you a bitch or anything. i'm just not talking about it. but you gotta go and call me a bitch, and tell people i'm only sitting with amanda because i hated denielle. and even if you didn't tell a bunch of people like amanda made is sound, you started saying that, and sooner or later other people know. why would you think that anyways? i'm not that fucking stupid. i wouldn't use someone just to sit at a lunch table. i talked to amanda before i hated denielle.. and even if i never did sit there, i would pry still talk to amanda, since we kinda were talking before off and on in science.

i'm not sorry for blowing up. because i basically didn't. apparently you like pissing me off, because you basically flat out said that's why you do that whole hug thing, so why do i wanna be friends with someone who only likes to piss me off? i didn't say anything mean to you, but you had to go and say i betrayaled amanda, and i'm only using denielle for tyler. i didn't blow up and say you only used her for money and whatever. all i said was i dunno why you like to piss me off.. and you just started bringing amanda into it and denielle, and they had nothing to do with that.

i don't know what to say anymore. i said all i wanted to say.

& tell your mom thanks for the easter basket, and i have hers.
-have a nice easter-

bye.

[magickal_leo706]

OK, I've already admited that when I brought the whole Amanda thing didn't have anything to do with what we were talking about, i know that now. It was wrong to even order you away from the table in the first place and then accuse you of using Amanda was a get away.

About the " i like to piss you off" I didn't even realize at that point that we were in a serious heated argument, I know its a retarded thing to say but i didnt know. And why would you think that I WOULD try to piss you off, do you think I enjoy these little fight we have?

And i NEVER called you a bitch, EVER, so ask Machjer again cuz thats just retarded, even though you wouldn't think its usless cuz that just something i would do, wouldn't it?

"why would I say you use Denielle to get to Tyler?" Don't give me that, you've said it before too, and I wouldn't care if you told Denielle that I used her for money cuz I've known that shes used me for rides.

Do you think I blew up at you for no reason? Didn't you think i had a reason to. OK, I ask you for a hug, you get pissed off, and instead of saying no and explaining to me nicely you hate them, RIGHT AWAY you gotta get a snotty attitude and jump on my back about it. It takes two to fight Eden. But thats ok, ITS ALL MY FAULT as USUAL. So jsut forget about me and not care. If you;re so worried why a "best friend" would piss you off, then lemme ask you this, why would a best friend ignore you, and when you try to talk to them about it, they run away like they dont give a shit?

Ignoring me is not gunna help the problem, how am i gunna know how you feel and think over a computer? Even is we do talk and it ends up being more fighting, we can still get somewhere by TALKING. You and I both know that we've gotta over most of our fights by talking, so i really dont know what you're tryign to accomplish by ignoring me like this.

You can tell my mom YOURSELF, its not that hard and she would want to hear it from you anyways. And maybe if we do EVER become friends again and we can talk this out, I'll give you your Easter gift from me.

Happy Easter- don't take any freaking eggs from Frank in the bunny suit.