Best friends don't RIP each others HEARTS out.
So I was reading this friend peom that I've had forever and but I've never really READ IT. I don't know why this poem felt it nessisary to make it seem like everything should be easy in a friendship. Its hard, its like a marriage without a ring and no ones in love with each other. And why should that be dicarded in a hidden message, it should be plan, simple, and out front for everyone to see THIS SHITS HARD!!!! So why do i think that what I did this week is ok? What made me think i was gunna get away with this? Why am I gambling with my only true friendship just to win an argument? Its like I'm recklessly standing in front of the spinning wheel, betting on me to win, and my friendship on the line. Did that make sense? Why do I always have to win? And why is it that i need a big lose to realize that its not a game? What the fuck's my problem? I'm not saying this to make people happy, you know who you are. I mean, why the fuck didn't someone tell me i was like this, how do i sleep at night, HONESTLY!!!!
Myspace is being retarded, it might be my computer, i dont know, either way, if something doesn't staighten out, somethings gunna get broken.
My Jones soda cap today said: Add confidence to a personal relationship......i wonder.....
My brother and his fuck-head friend woke me up last night while they were drinking in his room, imagine this: 3 am, dead asleep, silence, and then outta no where you hear Jeff Willy( the most annoying person in the world) talking as loud as he can, i mean , WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! And then today i come home and my sweet and sour chicken is all gone, i was PISSED!!! Someones going down!
No practice tommorow = freaking awesome, trying to make plans with Eden if possible.
On a totally differnt note then anything i just talked about: I think my current plan has kinda back fired involving a few people, its not in the direction that i need it to be going in!!!!
Myspace is being retarded, it might be my computer, i dont know, either way, if something doesn't staighten out, somethings gunna get broken.
My Jones soda cap today said: Add confidence to a personal relationship......i wonder.....
My brother and his fuck-head friend woke me up last night while they were drinking in his room, imagine this: 3 am, dead asleep, silence, and then outta no where you hear Jeff Willy( the most annoying person in the world) talking as loud as he can, i mean , WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! And then today i come home and my sweet and sour chicken is all gone, i was PISSED!!! Someones going down!
No practice tommorow = freaking awesome, trying to make plans with Eden if possible.
On a totally differnt note then anything i just talked about: I think my current plan has kinda back fired involving a few people, its not in the direction that i need it to be going in!!!!