stories of my first week
Things are definitely looking up. :]
I had a really hard first two days. I thought everything would be better when I got to school and classes started up. But then something inside of me just snapped and I lost it. I spent about 90% of every moment that I wasn't in class curled up in ball on my bed and I cried a lot. I don't even understand what I was upset about, but I was upset nonetheless.
Then, somehow, I woke up on Wednesday and just felt better. I dropped ASL, which ended up in me getting to go to the luau! I probably should have gone to the second class at least, or something, but I didn't know if I could handle it, and I was going to drop it anyway, so whatever.
The luau was lame, of course, but it was fun. We got hennas and took pictures and ate rice! I also stood by the food table for almost ten minutes, telling people that we were out of plates and someone went to get more. Uhm, since when was I signed up to work the luau? Haha. We left early to eat and then I had to go to computer class.
Anyway, I'm pretty disappointed with PA 101 right now, but I think it'll get better. Right know we're talking about learning and how people learn in different ways and all this shit. I guess it's useful and it is interesting, but what does it have to do with Performing Arts? Absoutely nothing! :]
It was soo funny, the morning before PA 101, Sam and I were talking and I guess she thought I said something about Kevin, but I didn't. She doesn't even know any Kevin, and the only Kevins I know of I never talk about. Then it turns out there's this guy in our PA class named Kevin! I was in a group with him today. I don't know, it was just amusing.
Now I'm lonely :( All three of my roommates have class at noon until various times, and I think most of my friends are in class too. Oh well!
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