bleh
I had a fun night tonight, but right now I'm irritated with [certain] people, rather irrationally. I think it's just because I'm dreading tomorrow. Stupid Camarillo volunteer people, taking advantage of my good nature.
So there's this boy. I might like him. I might just be tricking myself into liking him just because I don't like anyone right now and I hate not liking someone. So I don't know, we'll see.
I'm going to be a pirate/vampire for halloween.
I'm starting to dislike my job. My mom said things wouldn't be that different when I got back after the summer. She was wrong. My boss changed the whole class schedule around, so now it's younger kids for the first hour and older kids for the next two hours. I hate it. I love working with the little kids, and my boss only has me working half of the later class, so I guess less hours, which is so not what I need right now. I need more hours. I'm hoping to get an on campus job or perhaps a job at cool place in town like Party Pleasers next semester, and if I do I'll probably be quitting the art studio. It makes me sad thinking about it, because I really do like that job and I love the kids, but it... It's not the same anymore. I thought that I just needed to readjust, but it's been a few weeks and I'm still feel awkward there. I don't know. If I don't get another job, it doesn't matter anyway.
I really should go to sleep, but I feel like I can't. I just want to sit here and stare into space. But I'm getting more and more with each passing second, so I suppose I should go.
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