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I really should be okay. I don't really know why I'm not... But... I'm not really not okay... I don't know.
Something just doesn't feel... right. I know something's wrong with me physically. Has anyone ever felt that? I've heard stories of people, but yeah... Same shit as always... the random pain and whatnot. Plus now, I'm randomly getting light headed and have developed a horrible cough... I know something's not right with me. I can feel it. But I really can't figure out what it is. Plus, I'm sleeping way more than I should be. Sunday, I took a 2 hour nap during the day, then slept 8-9 hours during the night. I woke up exhausted, and when I tried to do my homework Monday afternoon, I fell asleep for another 2 hours. Then slept another 8-9 hours Monday night. I got 9 or so hours of sleep last night. Yet I'm always exhausted. And I'm really not all that stressed out anymore.
It's like I'm in the middle of being okay and not okay. It's really weird. Part of me is really lonely, part of me isn't. Part of me wants to break down, curl up in a little ball and cry, and part of me wants to go outside and run around and laugh and have fun... I don't understand.
I want to cuddle. Any takers?
Something just doesn't feel... right. I know something's wrong with me physically. Has anyone ever felt that? I've heard stories of people, but yeah... Same shit as always... the random pain and whatnot. Plus now, I'm randomly getting light headed and have developed a horrible cough... I know something's not right with me. I can feel it. But I really can't figure out what it is. Plus, I'm sleeping way more than I should be. Sunday, I took a 2 hour nap during the day, then slept 8-9 hours during the night. I woke up exhausted, and when I tried to do my homework Monday afternoon, I fell asleep for another 2 hours. Then slept another 8-9 hours Monday night. I got 9 or so hours of sleep last night. Yet I'm always exhausted. And I'm really not all that stressed out anymore.
It's like I'm in the middle of being okay and not okay. It's really weird. Part of me is really lonely, part of me isn't. Part of me wants to break down, curl up in a little ball and cry, and part of me wants to go outside and run around and laugh and have fun... I don't understand.
I want to cuddle. Any takers?