Welcome to worry land
So I went to Olin because I have been having anxiety problems. Like can't sleep, panic attack, worry about stupid things like checking my e-mail anxiety. So they prescribed me some xanax to be taken when necessary and referred me to the counseling center. So I'm there for the third time around in my college career. But that's ok. They also told me to exercise, and yeah, I could have told you that. I went to see my counselor for the first time today. He's really nice. He's young so that makes it easier to talk to him. We're going to work on my anxiety and my fear of doctors.
The fear of doctors thing- let me tell you- it's not just a little fear, it's an outright phobia. I pass out all the time at the doctors and refuse medical treatments. It's just bad. I'm scared of myself because what if someday I really need something done? I wish I was just afraid of snakes or something that doesn't pose risks to my actual health. boo.
I have that test next Friday, so I'm hoping everything just works itself out.
The fear of doctors thing- let me tell you- it's not just a little fear, it's an outright phobia. I pass out all the time at the doctors and refuse medical treatments. It's just bad. I'm scared of myself because what if someday I really need something done? I wish I was just afraid of snakes or something that doesn't pose risks to my actual health. boo.
I have that test next Friday, so I'm hoping everything just works itself out.