When you're dreaming with a broken heart...
I am so tired. Last night I didn't sleep well thanks to stupid dreams. Well, it was the same dream over and over again. Cut for girly, emo, crushy stuff. Ranting and bitching inside.
I dreamed i was cuddling with my crush. He said it was time for me to forget him. I told him I'm sure he felt the same way I felt for him. Even though he said he had to leave, he kept playing with my hair.
This pisses me off. I haven't spoken to him in over two years, and every time I think I'm over him, I just dream about him. Nothing ever happened. We were just enemies who worked together and then turned into friends and I had to fall for him. I guess this happens when you decide to fall for your next door neighbor.
Then, when I wake up...the first I hear is music from a car. It was him arriving home. He used to get hom around 5:30 and we used to get a glimpse of each other, but all of a sudden he comes home from 5:00 to 5:15 am. No, I'm not spying or stalking, we just live close to each other.
I can't wait to not have feeling for him. I don't want to have a new crush. I'm not interested in having a boyfriend. I just don't want to feel hurt anymore.
Plus, it doesn't help when I listen to John Mayer non-stop. I had to listen to "When you're dreaming with a broken heart," and then I just became the worst driver ever. Life sucks.
If you didn't read what's inside the cut...good for you! In summary: Life sucks. I still have a bunch of uni stuff to do, so my reading is getting behind.
I watched "Premonition," and "3 guys, 1 girl, and 2 weddings." They were both really good. I enjoyed them, especially the last one. It made me laugh out loud and it was sweet. I also watched "The last man on Earth," and the original "Night of the living dead." I started to watch "Horror Hotel," but I got too sleepy. October hasn't arrived and I'm already celebrating Halloween. I'm very special.
Anyways, say hi!
I dreamed i was cuddling with my crush. He said it was time for me to forget him. I told him I'm sure he felt the same way I felt for him. Even though he said he had to leave, he kept playing with my hair.
This pisses me off. I haven't spoken to him in over two years, and every time I think I'm over him, I just dream about him. Nothing ever happened. We were just enemies who worked together and then turned into friends and I had to fall for him. I guess this happens when you decide to fall for your next door neighbor.
Then, when I wake up...the first I hear is music from a car. It was him arriving home. He used to get hom around 5:30 and we used to get a glimpse of each other, but all of a sudden he comes home from 5:00 to 5:15 am. No, I'm not spying or stalking, we just live close to each other.
I can't wait to not have feeling for him. I don't want to have a new crush. I'm not interested in having a boyfriend. I just don't want to feel hurt anymore.
Plus, it doesn't help when I listen to John Mayer non-stop. I had to listen to "When you're dreaming with a broken heart," and then I just became the worst driver ever. Life sucks.
If you didn't read what's inside the cut...good for you! In summary: Life sucks. I still have a bunch of uni stuff to do, so my reading is getting behind.
I watched "Premonition," and "3 guys, 1 girl, and 2 weddings." They were both really good. I enjoyed them, especially the last one. It made me laugh out loud and it was sweet. I also watched "The last man on Earth," and the original "Night of the living dead." I started to watch "Horror Hotel," but I got too sleepy. October hasn't arrived and I'm already celebrating Halloween. I'm very special.
Anyways, say hi!