Dec 17, 2006 18:01
Honestly, I'm not sure what I would do if I only had one hour left to live. Last time, it couldn't have been better for me if I would've planned it. Willow and I were able to be together for one last night and then... it was done. Quick, thankfully.
Now? No one even knows I'm alive for the most part, so should I try to find someone and tell them I'm alive and that I'll be leaving again? What would be the point? I might be able to find Kennedy and ask her to get a message to Will, but what would I say? "Hey, sweetie. I was here, but I left again... be good. Maybe I'll be back again later?"
Maybe doing something by myself would be the best idea. I'm currently on a deserted island in the middle of nowhere, but it's gorgeous. I think I'd go out and put my feet in the sand near the ocean, like I did when I first got here, and just think happy thoughts. I can't think of a place that I'd rather be when I died than on a beautiful island in the sun. Well, besides with the love of my life, but I guess you can't have that one twice, now can you?
...God, when I write it down like this, it seems very depressing.