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[magic_thief]

Meitantei, did you not enjoy last night any? I don't think I saw you smile once the entire time... you do know you don't have to do anything you don't want to, all you have to do is tell me. I've enjoyed the view from Tokyo Tower enough on my own that we could have found something else to do if you wanted to. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable

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[new_one_truth]

No....I had fun...but really, shouldn't you take your own advice? You don't have to do anything you don't want to, you know....you don't have to drag me everywhere if you don't want to. You don't need to always be my side....I'm sure there's tons of stuff you'd rather be doing, after all...

I just....really Kid...you don't have to be polite...if you're still angry and don't want to spend time with me....I understand.....you don't have to stick around, you know. Trust....I do trust you. More than you trust me.

[magic_thief]

No, there really isn't a ton of stuff I would rather be doing that drag you everywhere. There isn't any place else I would rather be than be by your side. I am perfectly happy when I'm with you, that's all I need or want.

And I'm not being polite nor am I still angry. Why don't you understand that? Why won't you believe me when I tell you these things? That's the trust I want from you. For you to trust me not to deceive you or abandon you or well, do anything to hurt you. Because I won't. You mean too much to me.

Speaking of trust, of course I trust you. Where did you get the idea that I don't? Yes, I had my doubts about Kudo Shinichi, but that was because I didn't understand what was going on and you were so much like chibi-chan that it scared me. Now, since you are chibi-chan, I know I really can trust you like I've always trusted chibi-chan. Maybe it hasn't been very apparent lately, but really meitantei, I trust you.

[new_one_truth]

How....how could you be happy with me? I don't do anything worth that....

But....I just can't see.....there's no reason for you to stay....how can I believe you about that? You were so angry and upset just a few days ago, it can't have gone away that quickly. You....you don't have to act nice....if you're upset...

But you don't! You didn't even trust Conan either....so don't tell me you did! Even as you tell me you adore me so much, you still....you're still behind your mask. I don't even know your name....where's the trust in that? Do you really trust me so little....think so little of me that I would turn you in...? You know everything about me, and yet....I just....

[magic_thief]

Says who? Do you know what it meant to me that you accepted me as I am? Do you think anyone else in my life really does that? You're the only one who's ever tried to look beyond the monocle and top hat of Kid, to want to know the person behind the legend of the kaitou. And it's even more precious to me because of what you were taught to believe... to know that you were willing to stretch your moral system because of me. That's a rare thing in this world, especially coming from someone as intelligent and dedicated detective as yourself. How can I not cherish that and the person who gave that to me? That doesn't even cover all the other things you've done for me since we've met.

Meitantei... all it took was the realization that I was hurting you with my anger for me to stop being upset. It tore me up knowing I was causing you pain... I never wanted to do that, never! You matter more to me than anything else, I told you that. You can hurt me all you want, lie to me, whatever... and if it makes you happy or that's what you feel you must

[new_one_truth]

I....do all that...? Me...?

I never wanted to hurt you! And....and how would hurting you make me happy...? Do you think I wanted to lie to you? That I tricked you on purpose just to fool you? That's....I would never....you mean too much...

....You....you were going to tell me...? That day....? I....I didn't....

[magic_thief]

Yes, you. And so much more. Meitantei, don't you see? I'm not doing this out of some sense of responsibility or guilt. I'm doing this because I remember the good times and the person who made them good. That person is you. Maybe we haven't had that many lately, but all I can do is continue to hope that one day we will again and just continue to be here for you until you're ready to accept that I want you in my life because of who you are.

I know you didn't do everything just to hurt me, I imagine you probably didn't even think about that. You just were trying to make things right in your own way. I just want you to know that if something else happens and I do get hurt, I'll forgive you. I will always forgive you. I trust you never to hurt me on purpose.

Yes, I really was. I saw the holiday on that calender I looked up and I just couldn't resist... But I wanted it to be a surprise, so I didn't tell you...

[new_one_truth]

You....you're here because you want to be...? Not just because you feel obligated or polite or anything...?

I don't know.....what if I come up with something really bad...? I never mean to hurt you, but...I still did and that's the problem...

You....were going to tell me....I....if i had waited only one more day....I could have known.....ha ha ha, isn't that great...? Wanted to return to myself so badly, had to take the antidote the night Haibara made it....and I get my body back, but I lost something I wold rather have had instead....how typical of my life...

[magic_thief]

Yes meitantei, this is where I want to be. It's where I always wanted to be, even when I was angry. No where else. Just with you. And it's not for any reason but because I love you and want you in my life. And I'll repeat that as many times as it takes to get you to believe me.

Then, I'll forgive you... it'll be okay, I may be upset and hurt, but I know you'll never mean to hurt me. You're my meitantei, my chibi-chan... in the end, that'll be the only thing that I will care about.

Oh, meitantei... I'm so sorry... if either of us had known...

[new_one_truth]

Believe....I...

I still don't know....I still might come up with something really bad....

It's okay....see, didn't I tell you when I was Conan? Nothing good in my life comes without a price....and never a choice...