Oct 20, 2005 12:07
Meitantei, did you not enjoy last night any? I don't think I saw you smile once the entire time... you do know you don't have to do anything you don't want to, all you have to do is tell me. I've enjoyed the view from Tokyo Tower enough on my own that we could have found something else to do if you wanted to. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable doing something. Just because I prefer to do things that may be legally questionable (if not outright illegal), doesn't mean you need to bend your own moral system.
Or was your skittishness less about the legality and height and more about recent events? Because meitantei, you don't need to worry about being abandoned if you're not perfect or that I will hate you if you screw up again. I will tell you as many times as you need to here it, I won't leave you again. And I will never hate you. I couldn't. And you don't need to do anything special either, all you need to do is believe in me. All I want is your trust. And I'll wait patiently until you're ready to give it to me again.