That took several years off my life
So, can I trust you not to go about trying to repeat the experience any time soon? Or do anything else foolish that is going to get yourself killed? Because no matter how angry I am at you, I would never want you dead. And I don't want you living a lie just because you think that's what I want. All I want, all I ever really wanted from you, is honesty and trust. You don't need to be seven years old to give me that.
And because I think it needs repeating, I am not going anywhere. Yes, I left and I realize you thought it was for good. I'm sorry about that, I never wanted to make you feel that way ever. If I had known, I would have done things differently. But it's not going to happen again. I swear.
We still need to talk about a lot of things, I hope you understand, but I think they can wait until we're ready. Right now, I know I just want to make sure you're going to be okay and that I'm not going to lose you, not again.
But you're okay now... Thankfully I got there in time last night... I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life... all I could think about was finding your dead body and knowing if I did it would be my own fault... I... chibi-chan, meitantei, Kudo Shinichi... whatever name you want to call yourself... never again, please...
And because I think it needs repeating, I am not going anywhere. Yes, I left and I realize you thought it was for good. I'm sorry about that, I never wanted to make you feel that way ever. If I had known, I would have done things differently. But it's not going to happen again. I swear.
We still need to talk about a lot of things, I hope you understand, but I think they can wait until we're ready. Right now, I know I just want to make sure you're going to be okay and that I'm not going to lose you, not again.
But you're okay now... Thankfully I got there in time last night... I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life... all I could think about was finding your dead body and knowing if I did it would be my own fault... I... chibi-chan, meitantei, Kudo Shinichi... whatever name you want to call yourself... never again, please...