May 13, 2009 21:48
Okaerinasai, minna-san!
I came back from Japan the 27th of April, at night, and it feels really good to have your close ones to greet you at the airport. Many things happened on the trip back home: buying things in a record time at the dutyfree, seeing a couple of movies during the flight, losing my laptop at the Narita airport... (X_X, I'm really lucky to have lost it at Japan, since they found it and I'm going to get it back, but for now, no photos -_-).
All in all, I had a wonderful time at Japan. Of course, everything in life has its good and bad moments, but I think going away for so long and getting to know some people 24h a day made me mature a little. I really have a hideous and bitchy personality, and I'm not easy to deal with, that I admit. Knowing that, and not being willing to change to fit other one's wishes, I've realized that my way to go isn't to piss others off, but to overcome some fears and do things on my own. And I don't give a damn if that means I'll be known as an asocial whore for the rest of my life: doing things my way has proved to be really gratifying. It has also made me realize that I often act to fit the wishes of the people I hold dear, under the idea that I don't have any wishes myself. Maybe that's not that true, but I has been easier that way for ages XD.
The funny part of it all is that when I get more independent, I realize that I love people and not only feel like they're dear to me in some kind of routine way. Anyway, the fact is I've spent too many time busy with homework and my own matters, and I miss my friends. I may have been away for a while, but they can count on me. I think I can become someone to rely on (or at least, it's a good aim for now xD).
Changin the topic, I'm still quite hooked with WoW, but I started a new graphic adventure: A Vampire Story. Being a fan of old Lucasarts games, I'm really enjoying it, at least for the moment. It has really good dialogue lines xD.
Ok, off I go to finish my part in a homework for tomorrow.
Jya ne!