Ok, "time tooo say goodbyeeee", ne? Sarah?
We're going to Japan :D
I will take on monday a train to Barcelona around 8 in the morning and spend the evening with my Senpai (I foresee interesting discussions about science, magic, human existence and selfdestruction methods XD). I'm lucky he lets me spend the night at his house ^^. Then I'll get up early and go to the airport: our plane takes off at 10am. We'll get to Finland, wait a couple of hours there and then get into another plane to Osaka's airport.
I've had many negative thoughts before... but right now, even my fears have shrinked ^^. Finally I'm feeling the chills and excitement! (took it long enough xD).
Anyway, there are still things that bother me, but I've decided to not let them screw my holidays. I know when I come back I'll suffer: I'll just have a month to start studying and there are still lots of practices to do (I don't really unterstand how the teachers, knowing the first exam is the 26th of May, decide to wait until the last month to do it ¬¬). It's not that important, since I don't even know what I'll do next year. YEAH, MAGI_K SEEMS TO BE DOOMED AND NOT FIND HER PLACE IN LIFE! :D XDDDD (I'm laughing now, I'll cry later XDDDDD).
There's also another thing bothering me: I wanted to draw something for the Clamp 20th anniversary fanbook, I even "booked" my space at Crossed Destinies... and I haven't moved a finger. Well, it's not like I haven't had time (not loads, ok, but enough to sketch), it's just I haven't felt at all like drawing, and even less drawing fanart. It took me some time to get an interesting idea (which means at least I though about it xD). Mind seing Horitsuba Gakuen boys as tunos? ^^U I even forced myself to doodle it in the tablet. But that's it. I'm not retreating yet, but as I anticipate the month of May... I don't know if I will be able to do it. And what's more, I don't know if I will feel like doing it -___- (I hate that lack of self confidence xP).
I'll also miss playing WOW (I discovered the game recently, and I got a great friend to join to ^-^). Thankfully I'm going out... (if not, I guess I would spend most of the Easter holidays killing undead and filling missions XD).
And that's it. If anyone wants something from Japan, let me kwow (I think I'll have enough chances to get on the internets from the minilaptop).
Well then, I won't be back in Alicante until I'm 21 (xD yep, I'm out on my birthday). JYA NE!