im pregnant can you believe that shit. its not so bad but still how cow. weeeeee here we go

im living here in anna with calvin, but tomorrow he is going to jail for about 2 months and i dont know what to do with myself im so afraid im losing my best friend i am going to try not to spend the next couple of hours we have together crying but its getting hard to fight back the tears. im working back at a subway in frisco so at least i will ( Read more... )

okay so here whats going on. Im still not working and if i dont start a job soon my car is going to have to go back. i have to take calvin to court tuesday and that means he is going to jail for 6 months, and all i can think to myself is , it could be longer. But this still has me all messed up i dont know the first thing about taking care of a 6 ( Read more... )

things have not been normal on the home front, i went to big springs with calvin and his family for christmas, we have cameron his 6 year old until the end of this school year, we dont ahve any kids in my family so of course this all new for me and i must say that i am not doing to bad. this is the first day in 2 weeks that i have been home and im ( Read more... )

i just got done eating the best bowl of beans and corn bread ever. jon jon is on his way over to eat and smoke with me so thats cool. thanksgiving was great there was at least 25 people there and calvin got to come, my aunt terry came in from japan with her two kids amanda and blake my how big they all have gotten. my cousin jimmy which is terrys ( Read more... )

whooppppiiieeee. i love my new little car, i think we can hold 3 people and it has to be a small person in the back to fit comfortably. it also goes wayyyyyy faster than my little neon ever thought about going. calvin is been back to work for over a month now but he has been sick for a week somethings going wrong with one of his "teeth."????? i ( Read more... )

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okay so work sucks for the first time in a long time, im getting ready to just quit. i just learned that calvin sends out more in child support than i make in a month totally blows my mind. i have put on about 20 pounds and im a week late so do i need to be freaking out about that? i dont know maybe im just freaking out like i always do. things ( Read more... )

we had a new girl start nights at work and it was good night and i still have one more to go but i am soooooo ready for my 2 days off i need some sleep and about 6 loads of laundry to do and now mom is throwing fit cause i have to clean out the fridge and dont fucking care let her do something around here

spent my day off with calvin of course and to see use together you would never guess that we have been together as long as we have, yes we can tell but still every one else wants our relationship...hahahah they cant have it. He has finally gone back to work and its nice he seems much more grown up on differnt levels but he comes in all dirty from ( Read more... )