"Dissapear. Vanish into the air. Slowly dissapear. Never really here."
The Witch.
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i feel really depressed right now. i feel like i cant do anything right. like no matter how hard i try to make people happy i fail. i know erik loves me, but he doesnt respect me. sometimes he just treats me like shit. like almost EVERY OTHER FUCKING PERSON i have ever been with. i guess i just attract them or something. like theyres a huge sign above my head that says "you can walk all over me! i have no backbone!" i dont know why i put up w/ it. maybe im scared, maybe i think i cant do any better, maybe im so used to it i dont know any other way to be in a relationship. all i know is i feel worthless, alone, and exhausted. im lost. i look in the mirror and i dont recognize the person staring back. the only thing i long for is peace. peace of mind, body, and soul. i just want to vanish into nothing. Nothing but the essance of myself held in a complete balance of tranquility. In complete silence and peace of mind.