"All these promisses, promissed only pain. If you take away and leave me with nothing again."

May 29, 2005 16:14

things have been ok lately. i realized that i have been smoking way too much the past few weeks...or months...however long its been. and wut made me realize this? well friday night i felt really sick and i threw up for like 3 minutes straight. and it was all fuckin resin. in case u dont know wut that is, thats the black burned pot shit that gets stuck to the inside of the pipe and shit. it looks like tar and its really gross. so that was discusting. so i decided to quit for at least a few days, and cut back a lot when i smoke again.
other than that things are ok. erik and i are doing well. hes great when hes in a good mood. but when hes in a bad mood hes a dick. but when hes like that i just leave him alone and things are fine.
well, i dont really have any plans for summer, except for getting a job and horseback riding a lot. erik and i might take a road trip. that would be fun. if he can fuckin stay ungrounded. he just got ungrounded and got his car back less than a week ago and he went and skipped classes and stayed out all night w/ out telling his dad where he was. so again, he is grounded and cant drive his car. *slaps forehead* hes an idiot sometimes.
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