"Baby, be a simple kind of man. Be something you love and understand."

[maggot42990]

Well i havent updated for forever and a day. the past month of 2 has been good. ive been like constantly stoned which always makes life more fun. ive been noticing lately that things are either really great or really shitty. ive also noticed that ive become a lot more anti-social. its like i have my pretty big group of friends that i chill w/ and trust. but everyone outside of that just seems full of shit. i just dont get it. all the drama and bullshit and spite people throw on each other. when it comes down to it, we're not all that different. we all hurt, smile, cry, laugh, and love. and i know this sounds like stereo-typical stoner talk, but i dont understand why people cant just be decent to each other. i dont know why people cant see that deep down we're all human and we all have a heart and a soul. and damnit why cant people just sit down and smoke a few bowls and enjoy the world. damnit things can be so beautiful and i wish everyone could see it and i wish everyone could exist in happyness.

ya anyways...mmmm mary-jane...

im dating erik harvey. thats going pretty well. i really like him. hes good to me, and makes me happy. he has really bad mood swings sometimes tho, but thats not bad. hes a sweet guy. hopefully that will last a while. *knock on wood*

im just sick of peoples bullshit. people randomly talking shit about me or gettin snotty w/ me for no reason. people i have never done anything to. fuck em tho. im decent to about everyone, and i guess if ppl arent respectful enough to be the same way back, they can suck a fat dick.