"I need to get what I'm craving. Nod and smile to get what's mine."
last night was fun. i got really drunk w/ charlee, bri, shane, tish, drew, liv, jamal, some other ppl, and this really hot guy named chris. hes 18. he was pretty damn cool. juston dahm was supossed to come but he blew me off to get stoned and then he went home and passed out. that fucking pissed me off.
today i was planning on hangning out w/ jasper, but hes being a fucking dick and he keeps coming up w/ excuses not to hang out w/ me, and hes lying to me. and i think hes cheating on me. wow i really bag the good ones dont i guys. im so fucking sick of guys. and im so fucking sick of everyone. everyone i fucking trust keeps stabbing me in the back. i dont think anyone fucking gives a shit about me anymore. fuck guys, fuck everyone. im fucking sick of everything. i wanna move away. somewhere like montana or some shit, and not tell anyone where i am so no one will ever find me. so i can just start over and forget all the times ive been hurt and forget all the ppl who've fucked me over.
today i was planning on hangning out w/ jasper, but hes being a fucking dick and he keeps coming up w/ excuses not to hang out w/ me, and hes lying to me. and i think hes cheating on me. wow i really bag the good ones dont i guys. im so fucking sick of guys. and im so fucking sick of everyone. everyone i fucking trust keeps stabbing me in the back. i dont think anyone fucking gives a shit about me anymore. fuck guys, fuck everyone. im fucking sick of everything. i wanna move away. somewhere like montana or some shit, and not tell anyone where i am so no one will ever find me. so i can just start over and forget all the times ive been hurt and forget all the ppl who've fucked me over.