My mini breakdown of sorts...
So...my workout schedule has been temporarily delayed because I decided an impromptu trip to Syracuse to visit my family and get out of my stupid apartment was in order. The first few weeks after my wedding were wonderful without having a job, but now I am officially sick of being unemployed. I am too educated to get some crappy retail job (Target wouldn't hire me....) but don't have enough experience to do what I want to do. Sitting in my apartment for 60-75% of my time is getting a little nerve racking...so I came home.
I love my mother. We just had the best talk ever, and I realize again how lucky I am to have a mom like I do. My parents have had it rough, pretty much since the day they were married, but the stuck it through and are still happy as hell together. I just wish that 25+ years down the road, I'll still be as happy as I am with Dan. My mom's mantra it that everything happens for a reason, and everything works out in the end. It may take awhile for it to end, but it will all work out. I know this (being her daughter and all) but it just felt good to hear it face to face instead of over the phone. And it felt good to let out some of the things that are scaring me right now, especially how things are affecting my marriage. I needed this time away...I think I will come back feeling a lot better and rejuvenated.
As for working out my plan is to hold off until Wednesday (my knees are actually really bothering me) and pick back up on week 2 for Wed and Fri...then start week 3 next Monday.
I love my mother. We just had the best talk ever, and I realize again how lucky I am to have a mom like I do. My parents have had it rough, pretty much since the day they were married, but the stuck it through and are still happy as hell together. I just wish that 25+ years down the road, I'll still be as happy as I am with Dan. My mom's mantra it that everything happens for a reason, and everything works out in the end. It may take awhile for it to end, but it will all work out. I know this (being her daughter and all) but it just felt good to hear it face to face instead of over the phone. And it felt good to let out some of the things that are scaring me right now, especially how things are affecting my marriage. I needed this time away...I think I will come back feeling a lot better and rejuvenated.
As for working out my plan is to hold off until Wednesday (my knees are actually really bothering me) and pick back up on week 2 for Wed and Fri...then start week 3 next Monday.