(Regarding My Previous Post)
Holy crap guys, I was totally right in all ways ever. It was mix of both possibilities. And... I was actually able to articulate myself to put him down gently... or as gently as I could. I totally didn't expect it to make me go, "Awww, oh my god that's so cute but I feel so bad," but he was kinda awkward with it and second guessing himself and I couldn't help it. But I didn't get back to him in time so now he's at work feeling like shit. D: And I have class with him first thing tomorrow, so if he's not in I will feel SO bad. Poor kid. This does, however, further prove my point that I am super good at detecting human emotions, because I saw this coming a mile away.
In other news, my ex-boyfriend is trying as hard as he can to meddle in my life and just generally be a jackass. Apparently he and some other people (still fuming about that, I don't know who of my "friends" it was but I intend to find out) told John that he should "watch out" because he thought I was taking interest in John. Which isn't true, I was just making friends, but Matt (my ex) is apparently super paranoid and still in denial, and therefore doesn't think that I should be happy ever. Whoo. Actually, while I'm here, why don't I tell the story that brought us to this place, hm?
Actually, never mind, it's too long and I am red around the ears from anger, so I guess it'll have to wait another day. I'm still trying to figure out who else was in the group of "some other people" who sided with Matt. Stephanie, undoubtedly (Cody's girlfriend); I'm really not surprised by that as she's been nothing but a bitch to me since the end of 7th grade - the funny thing is, she puts on a fake smile whenever I'm around and then talks shit about me behind my back, and I know this for a fact because she does the exact same thing with another kid. One time after he had talked to her briefly, as soon as he left she turned to her boyfriend and said, "I hate Corey _____." I don't want to add his last name because that's just an invasion of privacy to tell it to the whole internet. Still, the point remains that she is manipulative and fake.
But seriously, if Cody was one of them? That will just... completely skew my perception of him. He's always been a wonderful friend and a very genuine person, I can't imagine him having two personas. It would be a ridiculously crushing defeat for me, you have no idea.
Oh my GOD, I will be so glad when I get out of this hellhole and finally start over. I am sick of everyone's shit and it makes me want to scream. I never asked for this.
In other news, my ex-boyfriend is trying as hard as he can to meddle in my life and just generally be a jackass. Apparently he and some other people (still fuming about that, I don't know who of my "friends" it was but I intend to find out) told John that he should "watch out" because he thought I was taking interest in John. Which isn't true, I was just making friends, but Matt (my ex) is apparently super paranoid and still in denial, and therefore doesn't think that I should be happy ever. Whoo. Actually, while I'm here, why don't I tell the story that brought us to this place, hm?
Actually, never mind, it's too long and I am red around the ears from anger, so I guess it'll have to wait another day. I'm still trying to figure out who else was in the group of "some other people" who sided with Matt. Stephanie, undoubtedly (Cody's girlfriend); I'm really not surprised by that as she's been nothing but a bitch to me since the end of 7th grade - the funny thing is, she puts on a fake smile whenever I'm around and then talks shit about me behind my back, and I know this for a fact because she does the exact same thing with another kid. One time after he had talked to her briefly, as soon as he left she turned to her boyfriend and said, "I hate Corey _____." I don't want to add his last name because that's just an invasion of privacy to tell it to the whole internet. Still, the point remains that she is manipulative and fake.
But seriously, if Cody was one of them? That will just... completely skew my perception of him. He's always been a wonderful friend and a very genuine person, I can't imagine him having two personas. It would be a ridiculously crushing defeat for me, you have no idea.
Oh my GOD, I will be so glad when I get out of this hellhole and finally start over. I am sick of everyone's shit and it makes me want to scream. I never asked for this.