Feb 06, 2005 22:31
Have you guys ever wondered ...... "WHY does God love me so much?" This is a question that has been running in my head like MAD. I mean ... Here I am ... I am trash, for the things that I have done in the past, & yet for the sins that I still struggle w/ on a daily basis (to list a few: judging others, being selfish & not including God's needs & wants into my own list of wants & needs, & the list goes on). Obviously, God loves me a lot ... B/c ... He's continued to bless me. Also, I had a message given to me about 1/2 a mth ago, from God through this girl Amanda ... In which He told me that He "loves me, & that I am doing well, but to keep surrendering to Him." Now ... what did I do to deserve this? I simply gave Him my life, & keep trying to do so on a daily basis, as hard as it is in this world! He's so great .... He's my one true love, now & forevermore. When I get married, God will still be #2, then my house will be #2. There will never be another lover like my Lord, none who can match the love that He provides for me. My strength comes from praising Him on a daily basis .... I find myself always singing songs to Him inside my head, or speaking to Him throughout the day. I CAN'T GET ENOUGH of spending time w/ Him! Seriously. I fall head over heels for the Lord EVERY DAY. No one knows me as much as God can or does or ever will. He's the perfect husband. :) (You know how in the Bible, it says an unmarried woman is God's bride) If you feel the love of the Lord to the intensity that I do, post a comment after this & tell me why you love the Lord so much, how you love Him on a daily basis (in your actions/thoughts/etc), & what you feel like when you talk about Him, etc. Give me your testimony, too, if you wish! :)