I just don't know...
I don't know that the comment will be published.
I still feel it needs to be shared. Goodbye, my friend. I wish you well on your journeys to come.
Consider this my goodbye then as I wasn't even allowed a chance to truly give one.
Would I feel the same? No. Have I been in a situation where my closest of friends made decisions I did not understand or necessarily support? Yes. What happened to your "I'll always be there for you no matter the decision you make." What happened there?
Was I hurt more than I can explain the moment I realised you'd summarily dismissed me from your life? You bet your ass I was. No matter the distance I was still calling you one of my closest friends, one of the people that meant the most. I was still trying to come up with ways to visit so that not EVERYTHING got thrown to the wolves.
But, clearly, what was said to me - that no matter the decisions made, or the outcome, I'd still be wanted ... clearly those were lies. From a variety of sources.
I sincerely hope that you are happy, that you find what you've spent so long searching for, because regardless of what happened between Chris and I, or you and I, you impacted my life in a drastic and soul-touching way. I want nothing for you but for you to actually be happy.
Good luck.
Blessed Be.
I still feel it needs to be shared. Goodbye, my friend. I wish you well on your journeys to come.
Consider this my goodbye then as I wasn't even allowed a chance to truly give one.
Would I feel the same? No. Have I been in a situation where my closest of friends made decisions I did not understand or necessarily support? Yes. What happened to your "I'll always be there for you no matter the decision you make." What happened there?
Was I hurt more than I can explain the moment I realised you'd summarily dismissed me from your life? You bet your ass I was. No matter the distance I was still calling you one of my closest friends, one of the people that meant the most. I was still trying to come up with ways to visit so that not EVERYTHING got thrown to the wolves.
But, clearly, what was said to me - that no matter the decisions made, or the outcome, I'd still be wanted ... clearly those were lies. From a variety of sources.
I sincerely hope that you are happy, that you find what you've spent so long searching for, because regardless of what happened between Chris and I, or you and I, you impacted my life in a drastic and soul-touching way. I want nothing for you but for you to actually be happy.
Good luck.
Blessed Be.