Oops, been a while.
Updates, updates, updates.
So vacation was good and bad. Bad, because I did approximately nothing for 10 days. Didn't see friends. Didn't go out. Didn't take a trip. Kinda didn't notice the vacation was used till it was done as a result.
A strange trend I've noticed is that there's a number of folks with hom I seem to be having a falling-out. I do not know if this is legitimate or if it's a sloth factor in that if I don't call them, they don't feel like calling me either. ::Shrug:: Either way, been a lonely few weeks. But then, I've grown tired of talking to voicemails and not getting calls back.
Am incredibly tired right now, operating on 3 hours of sleep. This is partially due to a late-night depression that hit me like a truck after seeing a music video of a gay love song done by a man who looks disturbingly like a boy I liked, and am apparently still overwhelmed with feelings of unrequited love for. I suppose I'm just a bit lonely, been okay with being single for a long time, but the novelty is starting to wear a bit thin. Also not helpng when I talk to people who are in relationships that are nothing but hurtful, and they're wonderful sweet people, but maintain being treated like garbage when someone who would actually treat them properly is out there. I believe last night's beautiful weather also contributed, all that nice stuff for an evening romance, yadda yadda. Based on what occurred last night, I may in fact enter a somewhat self-destructive place, but I'm kinda okay with that. Plus, it's relative self destrcution. Not actual.
Got Soul Calibur 4 for mah xbox. Anyone else have it? Play wif meeeeeeeee. Started playing online and dealing with the gaming equivalent to road rage, but as I've gotten better (which sort of happened all at once in what was pretty much a "there is no spoon" kind of moment, am only finding myself mildly irritated, and most of that is by your standard xbox live asshat who slams his face against the controller repeatedly and if he wins, makes some attempt at a scathing remark against your intellect/skill. Also, a guy playing as Ivy (chick with a whip, for the SC virgins), in full bondage gear, yelling things like "ooh yeah baby, use the whips!" over the headset.
Have been hyperactively developing ideas that may find themselves profitable. One involves a letter and the other involves bleach stenciling. More details as the story unfolds.
Also, more to come when I feel less productive.