Update.. kinda..
Well, Here I am updating again. I dont really have anythign exciting to add from my previous entries.
I am still trying to get myself out of teh pervebial funk of not being in a play this semester at Villanova, and I know i will eventually shake this, but man it is hard. I really wish it was still summer. i had no cares then. none. life was a breeze just running from one fun thing to the next.
I also have been feeling lonely of recent, I dont mean in the sense that I have no one to talk to. lord knows I have a lot of people to talk to. It feels a little more profound than that. Like there is a hole in my being right now, that I am looking for someone to fill. The easy answer seems to be a bf, or the like, But that seems like it would be a superficial remedy.
I dunno, I guess I am talking non-sense. I was talking to one of my best friends recently, and he was describing how he has changed and grown o much over the summer, and I know i hav etoo to a degree, but I still feel very stagnat. I can't explain it. I feel like I have grown, and i am the same person the same issues the same emptiness I had last year.
I wish there was some way to fill this void in me and allow me to move forward.
I am talking to my parents about me going to talk to a therapist. Maybe that will help. hopefully that will help.
Anyone out there understand what I am feeling?
I am still trying to get myself out of teh pervebial funk of not being in a play this semester at Villanova, and I know i will eventually shake this, but man it is hard. I really wish it was still summer. i had no cares then. none. life was a breeze just running from one fun thing to the next.
I also have been feeling lonely of recent, I dont mean in the sense that I have no one to talk to. lord knows I have a lot of people to talk to. It feels a little more profound than that. Like there is a hole in my being right now, that I am looking for someone to fill. The easy answer seems to be a bf, or the like, But that seems like it would be a superficial remedy.
I dunno, I guess I am talking non-sense. I was talking to one of my best friends recently, and he was describing how he has changed and grown o much over the summer, and I know i hav etoo to a degree, but I still feel very stagnat. I can't explain it. I feel like I have grown, and i am the same person the same issues the same emptiness I had last year.
I wish there was some way to fill this void in me and allow me to move forward.
I am talking to my parents about me going to talk to a therapist. Maybe that will help. hopefully that will help.
Anyone out there understand what I am feeling?