i want a wardrobe completely void of color. just shades of gray,black and white.

is it bad to feel inadequate because you cant "party ( Read more... )

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i am on a new found quest for health and posterity ( Read more... )

american hardcore was the first punk documentry i didnt fall asleep to. well i didnt fall asleep to another state of mind but that was becasue i was in the crux of my "oi fag" period and thought sleeping would somehow anger my imaginary punk jury. anyhow it brought back SO many good memories. like when russian and i went to see someone (i remember ( Read more... )

Its weird not having the internet (well the not via hiptop sort). I haven't written anything anywhere in a long time; not because nothing has been going on but because I'm really at a crux. A month ago things were so clear cut. I don't know if I lost sight of my goals or if I came to disheartning conclusion that I was selling myself short ( Read more... )

strangest night sober ever.

i really need to grow up. or atleast start to. i want a sense of clairity. the kind that everyone else seems to have. i think it would make the whole process a lot less painful.

friends only, haha