IAMX and Sneaker Pimps Lyrics
Bored with their lives, crying socialize and throw all the beauty away
For all you lonely boys, I will president
You might keep me alive, but I can let you down any time that I'd like
Shoot down your absolute form in the primitive
I can't see the point in the sense you were born with
And if you're hurting I will replace the noise with silence instead
Flushing out your head
If you like it violent, we can play rough and tumble fall into bed
And I won't breathe so you can recover
When you're in pieces, just follow the echo of my voice, it's okay
Tune into that frequency
Don't find your reflex, embrace the instinct you can feel your way
through the pattern we face in the end
Because it breaks my heart that we live this way
I know people need love, then people never play the game
and we talk the talk, we communicate
Then people need love, those people never play the game
I'll kill myself today if you choose devotion over low life
I'll kill myself today if you put direction into a world with no daylight
Violent role play, codeine, champagne, brain wash came free
Love you, Leave me.
We all want to fuck ourselves and rape the world
So the odds of a cult will prevail, a fantasy
Not god, not love
Oh no, we can't leave it alone
Oh no, we can't leave it alone
Because the negative sex was born into a bloodline
The negative sex is power for a lifetime
Leaves wish for water
Born, raised and cornered
Was kept fed and watered,
Tie me to the radiators
I was kicked around and locked down
Left in the cold, given to self harm
This is all that I know, naked but safe
and lifelessly yours
"With the best of intentions, you tried to give an ocean direction
So you came like a missile, leaving me the whole world in exile
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away"
One for sorrow and two for kill joy,
three the girl who gets to the boy, I'm freeing the girl who gets to remote control me
"If this is a lullaby then why am I not sleeping easy?
If you leave me alone I will come home, dragging my tail behind me
Sweetheart, don't hang me out to dry when nothing is left
There is always us when nothing is left.
There is always us. "
Never so complete just failing, on its feet
choking out these last few days here
Never ever light all confidence at all times
Trying hard to love myself.
I tihnk that I need some working on, so work on me
I think that nothing's getting through so get to me
Just another no-show waste of passing go
Christ knows how we get here
I know you know my head's not in this now
Nothing you can keep, so keep me down
Like the stones beneathe the water that you walk on to be taller
And the hands you stuck together because you break, you'd wait forever
Just another fragile angel heart, falling down on lead wings, torn apart
and the words beneathe my skin, the ink that you put in
destroying all the things you left around because I'm earthbound coming down
So what you have the nerve to call a friend?
Starved of all the sense to make amends
Because I'm the glass you break to touch but you never want me much
Like the view across the water from your shoes, two feet smaller
I know it doesn't pay to be this hurt
Because I'm down, I'm down
Please help me I'm down.
I was trying to find lyrics that relate to the whole Brandon situation so I wrote them all here.
I met this guy Mitch at the movies a few days ago and I think something might spark from it.
I met him on Monday night, we went to lunch together Tuesday afternoon, he came to my game that evening and me, samantha, danielle (his friend) and him went to Taco Bell for Dinner, and yesterday he came to my work and we (Tiva, his friend Taylor, Mitch and I) hung out for a few hours just talking and laughing after I got off, and now tonight he is taking me on a date.
Needless to say I told Brandon about him because I really want to avoid him somehow finding out and being accused of lying.
I don't know, somewhere along the way I've developed a conscience, damnit!
But yeah, so far I think Mitch is really cute and really funny and has a good personality. He's not my type but neither was Brandon, maybe my taste in guys is changing. I think Graham has completely destroyed my want for the bad boy type....like seriously.
SO I have this theory that Graham was my new version of Zach Weed. The reason I have been so cruel to all my boyfriends in the past was because I was trying to protect myself from what Zach Weed did to me. I saw their weaknesses and aimed for it so that they would be too weak to find mine. I went through all these "bad" avant-garde guys just to see if I could get my way with them.
I pretty much succeeded with them but Graham was by far the hardest - he was almost a reincarnation of Zach Weed. When I first met him he was completely against dating, saying that he'd never pay for a girls anything. By the time I ended it, he was paying for meals, movie tickets, gas, perfume, and various other presents. I think that got me out of my funk, I finally proved to myself that something like Zach Weed could never happen to me again. I probably sound so cruel and shallow in this entry but I don't care. It's exactly how I feel.
Anyways, I really do love Brandon. I hate this whole Mitch thing, I hate hurting Brandon but I think it's what I have to do. I can't live my life in the shell of Brandon because how will I ever know if he is what I truly want?
For all you lonely boys, I will president
You might keep me alive, but I can let you down any time that I'd like
Shoot down your absolute form in the primitive
I can't see the point in the sense you were born with
And if you're hurting I will replace the noise with silence instead
Flushing out your head
If you like it violent, we can play rough and tumble fall into bed
And I won't breathe so you can recover
When you're in pieces, just follow the echo of my voice, it's okay
Tune into that frequency
Don't find your reflex, embrace the instinct you can feel your way
through the pattern we face in the end
Because it breaks my heart that we live this way
I know people need love, then people never play the game
and we talk the talk, we communicate
Then people need love, those people never play the game
I'll kill myself today if you choose devotion over low life
I'll kill myself today if you put direction into a world with no daylight
Violent role play, codeine, champagne, brain wash came free
Love you, Leave me.
We all want to fuck ourselves and rape the world
So the odds of a cult will prevail, a fantasy
Not god, not love
Oh no, we can't leave it alone
Oh no, we can't leave it alone
Because the negative sex was born into a bloodline
The negative sex is power for a lifetime
Leaves wish for water
Born, raised and cornered
Was kept fed and watered,
Tie me to the radiators
I was kicked around and locked down
Left in the cold, given to self harm
This is all that I know, naked but safe
and lifelessly yours
"With the best of intentions, you tried to give an ocean direction
So you came like a missile, leaving me the whole world in exile
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away"
One for sorrow and two for kill joy,
three the girl who gets to the boy, I'm freeing the girl who gets to remote control me
"If this is a lullaby then why am I not sleeping easy?
If you leave me alone I will come home, dragging my tail behind me
Sweetheart, don't hang me out to dry when nothing is left
There is always us when nothing is left.
There is always us. "
Never so complete just failing, on its feet
choking out these last few days here
Never ever light all confidence at all times
Trying hard to love myself.
I tihnk that I need some working on, so work on me
I think that nothing's getting through so get to me
Just another no-show waste of passing go
Christ knows how we get here
I know you know my head's not in this now
Nothing you can keep, so keep me down
Like the stones beneathe the water that you walk on to be taller
And the hands you stuck together because you break, you'd wait forever
Just another fragile angel heart, falling down on lead wings, torn apart
and the words beneathe my skin, the ink that you put in
destroying all the things you left around because I'm earthbound coming down
So what you have the nerve to call a friend?
Starved of all the sense to make amends
Because I'm the glass you break to touch but you never want me much
Like the view across the water from your shoes, two feet smaller
I know it doesn't pay to be this hurt
Because I'm down, I'm down
Please help me I'm down.
I was trying to find lyrics that relate to the whole Brandon situation so I wrote them all here.
I met this guy Mitch at the movies a few days ago and I think something might spark from it.
I met him on Monday night, we went to lunch together Tuesday afternoon, he came to my game that evening and me, samantha, danielle (his friend) and him went to Taco Bell for Dinner, and yesterday he came to my work and we (Tiva, his friend Taylor, Mitch and I) hung out for a few hours just talking and laughing after I got off, and now tonight he is taking me on a date.
Needless to say I told Brandon about him because I really want to avoid him somehow finding out and being accused of lying.
I don't know, somewhere along the way I've developed a conscience, damnit!
But yeah, so far I think Mitch is really cute and really funny and has a good personality. He's not my type but neither was Brandon, maybe my taste in guys is changing. I think Graham has completely destroyed my want for the bad boy type....like seriously.
SO I have this theory that Graham was my new version of Zach Weed. The reason I have been so cruel to all my boyfriends in the past was because I was trying to protect myself from what Zach Weed did to me. I saw their weaknesses and aimed for it so that they would be too weak to find mine. I went through all these "bad" avant-garde guys just to see if I could get my way with them.
I pretty much succeeded with them but Graham was by far the hardest - he was almost a reincarnation of Zach Weed. When I first met him he was completely against dating, saying that he'd never pay for a girls anything. By the time I ended it, he was paying for meals, movie tickets, gas, perfume, and various other presents. I think that got me out of my funk, I finally proved to myself that something like Zach Weed could never happen to me again. I probably sound so cruel and shallow in this entry but I don't care. It's exactly how I feel.
Anyways, I really do love Brandon. I hate this whole Mitch thing, I hate hurting Brandon but I think it's what I have to do. I can't live my life in the shell of Brandon because how will I ever know if he is what I truly want?