Confusion
I don't know what my values are.
How far am I willing to take this with Brandon?
Am I willing to give up my "boy life" down here for someone that is so far away?
Am I just settling because it's safe or am I settling because he's the "right" one?
Part of me wants to be exclusive with Brandon but the other part is screaming no.
I am too young to give up, right?
But does that matter? What matters to me, dancing around and being promiscuis and flirting with new guys everynight or dedicating my life to someone I care about.
Right now I'm all for Brandon but knowing my moods, that will probably change.
Brandon deserves it, he's stayed with me through thick and thin; something no one has been able to do. I have put Brandon through so much and he just won't give up.
I don't want to be with him just because I feel he deserves it, I want to be with him because it's what I know is right.
I guess i have some thinking to do.
How far am I willing to take this with Brandon?
Am I willing to give up my "boy life" down here for someone that is so far away?
Am I just settling because it's safe or am I settling because he's the "right" one?
Part of me wants to be exclusive with Brandon but the other part is screaming no.
I am too young to give up, right?
But does that matter? What matters to me, dancing around and being promiscuis and flirting with new guys everynight or dedicating my life to someone I care about.
Right now I'm all for Brandon but knowing my moods, that will probably change.
Brandon deserves it, he's stayed with me through thick and thin; something no one has been able to do. I have put Brandon through so much and he just won't give up.
I don't want to be with him just because I feel he deserves it, I want to be with him because it's what I know is right.
I guess i have some thinking to do.