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I'm burning out. I thought I would be able to last until mid-March, but I don't know.
I can feel the creeping edge of depression coming at me. It's sliding in sideways, but I can see it.
EDIT: Since my resolution 11 months ago to discuss my depression less, I've only posted about twice. I think in some ways it has helped - refusing myself the opportunity to dwell in that place. But sometime it feels like there's only so much I can fight with this thing. It knows too many tricks.
I can feel the creeping edge of depression coming at me. It's sliding in sideways, but I can see it.
EDIT: Since my resolution 11 months ago to discuss my depression less, I've only posted about twice. I think in some ways it has helped - refusing myself the opportunity to dwell in that place. But sometime it feels like there's only so much I can fight with this thing. It knows too many tricks.