random things on my mind...
I have really nothing important to write. I just am sitting alone in the dorm doing nothing. Its very sad being alone on break. I just finished watching "Extreme Makeover: Home Edition" and am now watching "Desperate Housewives". I don't feel bad watching tv tonight because I spent four hours cleaning my room today. I did a MAJOR fall cleaning. Washed everything- even the floor. It was really hardcore. Tomorrow I've got tutoring from 12-3 and then I think I'm going to stop by the lab for a couple hours to do some research. I also want to research at least three schools tomorrow and find one or two articles for my literature review. My plan is to get a LOT of work done this week, so I won't have so much to do in the next few weeks. I plan to make this both a very productive and a very relaxing week. Yup, thats my goal.
So stuff lately has been weird. This entire year has been weird actually. I've become a lot closer to people I would have never expected to be such good friends with and I'm become less close to peoople I thought I would have in my life always. I'm really happy that I can talk so easily to the cheg girls now. I had lunch with both Amanda and Megan individually this past week and it was good to be able to talk to them one on one. I've also become better friends with Josh. Which I am really happy about. And then there is that other boy, the stupid one. Things between him and I are not good. He doesn't know it yet I don't think. I am going to talk to him after break I hope. Something needs to be said before stuff gets any worse. I am definitely non-confrontational. However, in this case I think I have to make an exception. I just want everything to go back to the way it was. And I want a chocolate covered strawberry (sorry, just saw a commercial that had them). I don't really want to think about that situation anymore right now, there's nothing I can do until break is over.
Sidenote: totally sick of these Chris Chocola vs. Joe Donnelly ads. I just don't even care.
I totally need to figure out where I'm applying to graduate school. There are too many different programs to look at and think about. I also need to not get caught up in the numbers, because they really don't mean as much as people think. Perhaps I'll start looking at schools tonight while I'm watching tv- got nothing better to do. Ok so because this entry is obviously not going anywhere I'm gonna end it here.
So stuff lately has been weird. This entire year has been weird actually. I've become a lot closer to people I would have never expected to be such good friends with and I'm become less close to peoople I thought I would have in my life always. I'm really happy that I can talk so easily to the cheg girls now. I had lunch with both Amanda and Megan individually this past week and it was good to be able to talk to them one on one. I've also become better friends with Josh. Which I am really happy about. And then there is that other boy, the stupid one. Things between him and I are not good. He doesn't know it yet I don't think. I am going to talk to him after break I hope. Something needs to be said before stuff gets any worse. I am definitely non-confrontational. However, in this case I think I have to make an exception. I just want everything to go back to the way it was. And I want a chocolate covered strawberry (sorry, just saw a commercial that had them). I don't really want to think about that situation anymore right now, there's nothing I can do until break is over.
Sidenote: totally sick of these Chris Chocola vs. Joe Donnelly ads. I just don't even care.
I totally need to figure out where I'm applying to graduate school. There are too many different programs to look at and think about. I also need to not get caught up in the numbers, because they really don't mean as much as people think. Perhaps I'll start looking at schools tonight while I'm watching tv- got nothing better to do. Ok so because this entry is obviously not going anywhere I'm gonna end it here.