lonely

[maelanna]

I've been feeling very lonely lately. Like all I want to do is crawl into bed with somebody I trust and care about and have them hold me and sleep.

I know I'm stressed out, money, moving, work, blah. Not been sleeping much (when i do sleep) been feeling a bit sick for the last week or so, physically/emotionally. I don't eat much, haven't bought food in a long while, rarely home to eat what I do have.

Poor Samwise gets lonely, I feel bad about that.

I feel tired and restless at the same time.

I dunno what's wrong with me.

There's an upset in the force.

I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a huge cliff and I just need somebody to take my hand and remind me I have wings.