Hectic week
I've been very busy for the past weeks and I really miss talking to God. I miss having a quiet time with Him, telling Him everything, getting to know Him more and getting closer to Him. I miss having quiet time for myself and just doing everything I want. I miss reflecting about my life and the things I hope for. It seems like time is running too fast everyday! I just hope I can stop the time for a while so I can pause, I can have time to know exactly what to do next, time to finish everything I've been delaying because of the urgency of the other tasks, time to do things I love then start the time again to continue what I left. I miss doing a lot of things aside from work and my daily routines plus the other things which I also need to do. I miss reading books, studying, painting, learning something new, going somewhere to walk, riding a bike, playing any sports, relaxing, bonding with my family, friends and relatives and other things. I miss doing things NOT IN A HURRY - savoring each moment and not worrying about anything. Do you somehow feel that too?
I don't know what came to me, why I suddenly had the urge to write today. Maybe because I want to write down my thoughts. I want to say out loud the things that is bothering me for quite some time. I want a break. But don't get me wrong. I love my work. I love working with my teammates. I love the people who are with me right now. I enjoy my day everyday especially now that I have my two housemates (Jo and Jaira) with me. I'm excited to work on new projects and to learn more. It's just that, I also want to do something else. And maybe I just have a lot of things to do aside from work that I keep on delaying because I need to. And the school year is also fast approaching. I know everything will be finished at the right time. I just don't want the feeling that I have a lot of to do list and I'm postponing them and instead of getting all tasks done, more and more tasks are added.
Just thinking out loud. :) I hope we will be able to finish everything on time especially on the Visa 1.5 requirements. CRUNCH TIME na. Lord, guide us. But I'm still optimistic. Di ko lang talaga magawa yung ibang mga bagay kasi may deadline before May. :(
I don't know what came to me, why I suddenly had the urge to write today. Maybe because I want to write down my thoughts. I want to say out loud the things that is bothering me for quite some time. I want a break. But don't get me wrong. I love my work. I love working with my teammates. I love the people who are with me right now. I enjoy my day everyday especially now that I have my two housemates (Jo and Jaira) with me. I'm excited to work on new projects and to learn more. It's just that, I also want to do something else. And maybe I just have a lot of things to do aside from work that I keep on delaying because I need to. And the school year is also fast approaching. I know everything will be finished at the right time. I just don't want the feeling that I have a lot of to do list and I'm postponing them and instead of getting all tasks done, more and more tasks are added.
Just thinking out loud. :) I hope we will be able to finish everything on time especially on the Visa 1.5 requirements. CRUNCH TIME na. Lord, guide us. But I'm still optimistic. Di ko lang talaga magawa yung ibang mga bagay kasi may deadline before May. :(