Auld Lang Syne
Any new year is filled with so much possibility…it’s intimidating, to say the least. Even now, this New Year has presented a hope filled, fear ridden opportunity. I already have obstacles to overcome or submit to, chances to take or ignore, and decisions to make or evade. It’s stressful! I don’t know if I’m being pushed from behind, pulled from ahead, or walked along side. I’m bad at this whole decision making process. I never know when to dive in or when to fold. Prudence and Emotion are enemies in this perpetual war within me. As though that wasn’t bad enough, I tend to complicate things. I think it makes everything more exciting or something. I create my own holes from which to struggle so that in the end, I feel as though I accomplished something. That’s a theory, of course…I may just be the kind of person that God targets for amusement. Irony can be quite humorous. Anyway, to sum up the confusion, this year has started hectically. It should be exciting and filled with adventure, though, so I’m eager.