Yawn
Well, let's see, nothing has changed. I'm still working on the girl situation but it seems as if nothing will ever happen. Classes are a bitch at the moment. I am definitely working hard in them and I have a lot of work to do. I figure that until I move out of my dorm, I have about 6 major events left. (English Presentation- March 31st, NRE Paper- April 5th, Calc Test- April 18th, English Paper- April 28th, NRE and Calc Final- ???, SAY ANYTHING MAY 3RD come down and go with me). Maybe I'll go on a date or something. That would definitely make the number go up to 7. I am really behind in calc, but I am raping in NRE and English. People are getting annoying on my hall. Although, I will say my mood is a lot more unstable recently. I find myself happy one moment then sad the next. Just writing about it gives me chills thinking about how weird it has been. Maybe I should go back to my old ways even though I didnt like it.
Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
That lonely aching comes from every touch
I’ve grown accustomed to the grays and blacks
Because they’re always coming back (coming back)
Sit down for supper, won’t you dine with me
Or can’t you handle seeing all I see
I’ve grown to colorblind to cease my bitching
And I’ve grown to love the pain
And I move too slow and I think too fast and the first rainbow I see will be the last.
Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
That lonely aching comes from every touch
I’ve grown accustomed to the grays and blacks
Because they’re always coming back (coming back)
Sit down for supper, won’t you dine with me
Or can’t you handle seeing all I see
I’ve grown to colorblind to cease my bitching
And I’ve grown to love the pain
And I move too slow and I think too fast and the first rainbow I see will be the last.