slow ascent...

[madoushimichiru]

Ok I didn't post yesterday because I felt like absolute shit. As I had anticipated I had my monthly visitor and I swear if it weren't for Advil and Motrin I'd have to had killed myself by now. However, I am now quite a bit better although still not quite out of my rut.I'm better as far as physical condition but my bank account is hurting ... bad

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HEY I'M NOT ANONYMOUS!

[anonymous]

Hey hey....your blog is awesome looking...i'm glad that live journal isn't like xanga where you have to be a member to leave comments...but looking at the entry before this one you said you feel lonely...well never feel lonely...cause even though I am in florida..and hopefully back in raliegh with you as my new mom lol ^_^ i am always here for you...I love you very much and I hope that we can keep better touch and hang out and stuff If I am in Raleigh to stay... It seems that we have drifted apart I guess you could say..and that upsets me..I look at the great times we have had...yes even when you threatened to kill me with a finger nail filer hehe all good times...and I miss those...I miss you...so NEVER feel lonely...cause i love you..stacey loves you...mommy loves you...jason loves you..nan-nan loves you...mom loves you...aunt dawn loves you..do I need to keep going cause I will haha...I'm sorry about Wanda..she will be in my prayers....well I hope you are getting enough sleep...I am worried about you...cause if you dont have enough

It's me.....!!

[anonymous]

Ummmmm..I'm gonna give you a couple guesses for this one. My past-time is running into street signs, and I go Mooooo.....give up yet? Wassuuuuuup?! Careful white chocolate;I wouldn't want you to melt! Dude, Shadenfruede, lets go cow-tipping! Maybe that'll make you feel a little better!!! For real though, I'm worried about you as I have always worried about you. I just hope you know that you are always on my mind and I miss you soooooooo much(even though our signs dammed us to incompatibility for the rest of our lives ;_; sniff)I want you to know that drifting away from you is something that I dread! It terrifies me to think that I could ever not be close to you, my sister! I don't know if you know how much I love you and miss you. I don't feel when you and Melissa aren't around. I'm not the same person without you or her! And about the history thing you were talking about, I don't want this to sound weird, but, you built the person that I am. Ok, that just does sound weird -_-', but you know what I mean? I hold on to the huge