We all have the choice to take the lead or follow........
I want to feel the light shine on me. I am feeling my leadership skills developing each day as well as my tolerance for stupid questions, people, and actions. I have become a lot more laid back and less stressed. Its wonderful. I love my new job sooooo much. Teaching never felt this good in the US. The kids are so respectful, full of life, and eager to learn. Teaching elementary is the place to be!
Personally, I am still a little lonely. I get so lonely, but I cant just be with anyone. I refuse to lower my standards, so for now I will just enjoy hanging with friends and not having the complications that men bring into life. I bought some new toys including a digital camera. (I bet you guys were thinking I was going to mention my vibrator, you pervs.) I also purchased some new hot clothes, although some will have to wait for summer, and I am buying a gym membership in the next few weeks. I like the weight I have gained, but I need to shape up my tummy. I really do love the new weight! I have breast now, and you cant see every bone in my body through my skin! Its nice!
Mentally, I am hanging in there. Still got some self doubt issues and professional success type stuff. I find myself wearing makeup because I want to look good for me. I dress in nice clothes and fix my hair before work, not because I will meet someone, but because I want to. Its nice looking at my face in the mirror (makeup or no makeup) and thinking: you look hot!
My social life has kicked into high gear this month. I have been trying to plan some day trips, but I keep getting all booked up. This weekend is girls night out Friday, Universal Studios Japan on Saturday, goodbye party to Tawnee Saturday night, and lunch on Sunday with another co-worker. Next weekend is clubbing Friday night & BBQ on Saturday. Then there is no more May. I am climbing Mt. Fuji in June though! I am excited!!!!
Love, Peace & Hair Grease!
Personally, I am still a little lonely. I get so lonely, but I cant just be with anyone. I refuse to lower my standards, so for now I will just enjoy hanging with friends and not having the complications that men bring into life. I bought some new toys including a digital camera. (I bet you guys were thinking I was going to mention my vibrator, you pervs.) I also purchased some new hot clothes, although some will have to wait for summer, and I am buying a gym membership in the next few weeks. I like the weight I have gained, but I need to shape up my tummy. I really do love the new weight! I have breast now, and you cant see every bone in my body through my skin! Its nice!
Mentally, I am hanging in there. Still got some self doubt issues and professional success type stuff. I find myself wearing makeup because I want to look good for me. I dress in nice clothes and fix my hair before work, not because I will meet someone, but because I want to. Its nice looking at my face in the mirror (makeup or no makeup) and thinking: you look hot!
My social life has kicked into high gear this month. I have been trying to plan some day trips, but I keep getting all booked up. This weekend is girls night out Friday, Universal Studios Japan on Saturday, goodbye party to Tawnee Saturday night, and lunch on Sunday with another co-worker. Next weekend is clubbing Friday night & BBQ on Saturday. Then there is no more May. I am climbing Mt. Fuji in June though! I am excited!!!!
Love, Peace & Hair Grease!