pieces still breaking off

[madmoisellestar]

Last night was the first time I think I really acknowledged that Burning Man has a mom grief dimension that I'm going to have to account for. I've been wearing her cleu. To signal to Burners that I am one of them. I've been cursing myself for throwing out her playa-patinaed fireboots. Because those would be good boots to have there. Just practical concerns, of course. Seems I've been doing pretty well ignoring it maybe goes deeper than that.

I have a lot of feelings about what I won't get to have with me there.