Pushme, Pullyou: From Quantum to Psychopath.
Boy, I have been really messed up, this holy morning, by neighbs upstairs, and so my disturbed circadian. And I have no clue what I might get done today. But I wanted to go downtown: Get milk/substitute possibly using a voucher which I would first get via going to food pantry. Maybe go to cafe and sadly spend $4. (I hate parting with my cash because I always feel it isn't yet ready for the cold, dangerous world out there yet). Maybe go to library/ Later 2 mainly two think and write, free from abusers. But I am so messed up, and who knows what shall transpire in the mean time. It seems like an ocular migrant is coming on. BUT...
I have been slowly stirring up some thoughts on what I have long-called push-me, pull-you psychology. This is something that could develop into a series - or might fold into series, "POSSESSION." The quantum part overlap w/ the latest series on time/travel. But, I am going to start this post by just giving a broad introduction, because I might just collapse first. Maybe I'm already done. idk... I know I should rest...
How about this. Let's just start with our old friend, PARADOXICAL LEARNING. This is the odd kind of learning which learns the opposite of what is real or true, even where someone else might learn the correct way. In early narcissism, where the subject feels insecure, a person learns paradoxically as a way of avoiding separating from the assumed, projected womb. Based not on guiding rules, but on the dominance of the Id, the ego learns to gratify the Id, and learns superstitions which are more concerned with power and jealousy, and less concerned with capacitation and facts. So, as the subject grows up, they base their personalities on this general way of seeing reality, esp. other people, on whom they project a continuation of the womb, by so controlling and owning them. And blaming or depopulating them.
You also see paradoxical learning and reactions during fight-or-flight emotional emergencies. But you know it by seeing it in dysfunction, codependent relationships, and in some fickle women who sometimes get stupid men to kill lots of people.
Now, to start this series off, I ask you to follow this search, and learn a little more about paradoxical learning, until I can return and write some more. That might help you follow along, as well.
I have been slowly stirring up some thoughts on what I have long-called push-me, pull-you psychology. This is something that could develop into a series - or might fold into series, "POSSESSION." The quantum part overlap w/ the latest series on time/travel. But, I am going to start this post by just giving a broad introduction, because I might just collapse first. Maybe I'm already done. idk... I know I should rest...
How about this. Let's just start with our old friend, PARADOXICAL LEARNING. This is the odd kind of learning which learns the opposite of what is real or true, even where someone else might learn the correct way. In early narcissism, where the subject feels insecure, a person learns paradoxically as a way of avoiding separating from the assumed, projected womb. Based not on guiding rules, but on the dominance of the Id, the ego learns to gratify the Id, and learns superstitions which are more concerned with power and jealousy, and less concerned with capacitation and facts. So, as the subject grows up, they base their personalities on this general way of seeing reality, esp. other people, on whom they project a continuation of the womb, by so controlling and owning them. And blaming or depopulating them.
You also see paradoxical learning and reactions during fight-or-flight emotional emergencies. But you know it by seeing it in dysfunction, codependent relationships, and in some fickle women who sometimes get stupid men to kill lots of people.
Now, to start this series off, I ask you to follow this search, and learn a little more about paradoxical learning, until I can return and write some more. That might help you follow along, as well.