I'm starting to wonder if maybe I should have taken a couple of days off and went out of town too. The other night I was patrolling with Oz and of course I had to break into song and nearly burst into flames. That is twice now that I've nearly became a human torch. Xander and everyone are freaking out. Willow, Buffy, Dylan, Des and Gia all went
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You know, the wrong filing cabinet and I could shoot you for treason.
*smiles at her*
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Yeah? I don't think you got it in you to shoot me.
*gestures to his desk*
Besides I brought donuts and that totally makes me going through your files kosher.
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*smiles at her and sits down*
How are you doing, Maddy?
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Did someone call you? I told them not too that I'd tell you myself.
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*looks away*
What do I know about being in charge? I have less experience than a lot of them and they DIED on me. I needed them and they just left me and now my senior officers are all in their twenties. We're just kids and it's not fair.
*looks up at him*
I'm tired of people dying on me.
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It's okay to be mad at 'em too. I'm pissed at my parents for getting in that car after my dad had been drinking. I'm pissed at Beth, for getting sick. I pissed at my men for not coming back. Most of all I'm pissed at Paige. For letting herself feel like she had to prove something to us, make it up to us, for something she didn't have control of. For going out on that field and ending up dead.
*looks at her*
Most of all, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I'll loose Kim and the baby and you and Grandfather. Just like I've lost everyone else.
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Yeah, exactly, God, I'm sorry Jack, that is a lot to live with.
The park, you know, the park is where I lost Candace and nearly lost Nick and thought...I thought Xan was gone. Candace's parents entrusted us to take care of her and we couldn't protect her. She was just a kid.
I kept expecting to die while we were fighting Ashmore. I'd made peace with it, but I didn't die. People died, so many of them died and I was still standing and it scared me, Jack.
*hugs him tight*
I think surviving is harder than dying.
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*smiles a little at her*
But I do know that the pain fade, it never is completely gone, but it fades, and you find yourself remembering the good things more than the bad. And after a while they hold this little place in you mind and you carry them happily with you. And it gets better. Not perfect but better.
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