alcohol
I'm not one who enjoys drinking alcohol, but today all I really wanted was to have a nice good drink with a few friends. Supposedly me, Sese and Ming were just gonna wallow in misery, talking about the sad little details of our own current dramas. But I dunno, somehow Mark and Hanna joined us and it made everything super fun. I felt so not myself, but I thought the whole thing was liberating in a good way, considering it's not something that I'd call my idea of fun.
Vina and I have been saying for some time now how we've missed out on doing a bunch of stupid things one normally does in high school, which is why we sort of have this craving to have these drinking games and things like that. Because seriously, I think we've never acted stupid ever, or we've never been so out of our way to get stone drunk together. Not something I look for, but I'm thinking that when the time comes, it'd be nice to remember how stupid we've been in the past, that we weren't always so straight-laced (especially me. Vina's more loose about these things than I am).
So I finally got my first drinking game today, and it was really fun. Mark was just...kinky. And I mean that in a good, wholesome-ish way. LOL.
I suppose I need a release from being the usual self that I keep once in a while. I really really needed a good drink today, and I'm just glad I got it. I really do feel relieved now. Thanks, guys =]
*huuuuuuug!*