me being a bad influence...for ONCE
X: i want to do it
X: But...you know...I'm too...self righteous
Chi: hahahaha
Chi: what's that?
X: my friend told me we'd run away
X: Hahaha
X: i must be really really problematic cause I agreed at once
Chi: hahaha
Chi: do you expect to be taken back?
Chi: if ever
X: taken back as in i'll go back here?
Chi: no, like accepted back by the family
X: hmmm. . .i dunno really
X: we weren't really a family unit to begin with
X: half of me wants to go and not go back
X: half of me want to leave just so they'd go paranoid
X: then i'd go back
Chi: it's going to be hard
Chi: they won't see you in the same way, if you do that and come back
Chi: considering that you're saying that you weren't a family unit to begin with
Chi: if you had a strong relationship, by all means, they'd still accept you no matter what.
Chi: At first they'll just lay down some drama shit
Chi: but in the end they'll still go back to before
X: i know they'd lay down the drama shit
X: it's almost as if. . for once i want something that's about me
X: and not about them
X: cause everything i do is about them
Chi: hahaha so go
Chi: i so don't sound like myself right now
Chi: sofnny
Chi: It's so funny*
Chi: Hahahaha
X: i know right
X: aren't you the voice of reason?
X: Hahahahha
Chi: i guess
What's gotten into me? I'm being a bad friend right now for giving her my permission to run away. I swear I'm normally a very happy person, and I can say that I AM the voice of reason in our group of friends. But right now is just a terrible time for me, and I need a drink.
X: But...you know...I'm too...self righteous
Chi: hahahaha
Chi: what's that?
X: my friend told me we'd run away
X: Hahaha
X: i must be really really problematic cause I agreed at once
Chi: hahaha
Chi: do you expect to be taken back?
Chi: if ever
X: taken back as in i'll go back here?
Chi: no, like accepted back by the family
X: hmmm. . .i dunno really
X: we weren't really a family unit to begin with
X: half of me wants to go and not go back
X: half of me want to leave just so they'd go paranoid
X: then i'd go back
Chi: it's going to be hard
Chi: they won't see you in the same way, if you do that and come back
Chi: considering that you're saying that you weren't a family unit to begin with
Chi: if you had a strong relationship, by all means, they'd still accept you no matter what.
Chi: At first they'll just lay down some drama shit
Chi: but in the end they'll still go back to before
X: i know they'd lay down the drama shit
X: it's almost as if. . for once i want something that's about me
X: and not about them
X: cause everything i do is about them
Chi: hahaha so go
Chi: i so don't sound like myself right now
Chi: sofnny
Chi: It's so funny*
Chi: Hahahaha
X: i know right
X: aren't you the voice of reason?
X: Hahahahha
Chi: i guess
What's gotten into me? I'm being a bad friend right now for giving her my permission to run away. I swear I'm normally a very happy person, and I can say that I AM the voice of reason in our group of friends. But right now is just a terrible time for me, and I need a drink.