tick tock tick tock
i think this is the first time in the last 6 months i can honestly say im happy.
yeah you heard it here first.
oh now you want reasons?
so demanding!
-- im getting caught up on my bills(FINALLY!!!!)
-- headlight getting replaced on my car(ive been pulled over repeatedly due to my laziness)
-- i have the best friends ever and i have fun hanging out with them
-- my job doesnt suck too bad, i generally dont mind it and my boss loves me
-- plus i just got a raise(holla at cha girl)
-- on the boy end of my life - drama is gone
-- plus i have a date with a hottie(no signs of having multi personalities yet)
-- desi and i have tons of plans for the next 2 months to keep us busy till she turns 21(clubs, parties, piercings, tattoos, etc etc etc)... then...
-- all hell breaks loose
-- patrick is fucking amazing. best friend ever. next to my hoo of course.
-- new laptop on the way
-- picked out my fall classes... 12 credits - 3 classes. ew! but good at the same time. just have to wait for fall registration to open in a few months.
ok thats enough. for some reason sitting in my room wrapped in an electric blanket makes me very tired and not so profound.
that i can deal with. however if i stop dead in my life tracks 10 years from now and i own a mini van, have 3 bratty children and a husband like the one in american beauty... well i will have to shoot myself. this is just a random fact i thought you should know about.
its been attack of the ex boyfriends this past week. i think almost every single one of them have called me or tried to get ahold of me in someway... drew, josh, nick, jake, etc etc etc. goodness. its my experience that even if they fuck it up and waltz away thinking they are some sort of greek god in the modern world... they will always come crawling back at some point. for some reason.
and i had a sex dream about shaun last night..... EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! patrick thought that was pretty damn funny... what can i say? i guess it was.
desi you are so right. wheres the shit when we need it? now would be perfect.
tonight in the 5 disc changer we have -
1. R.E.M.
2. Third Eye Blind
3. Placebo
4. Marilyn Manson - my own personal mix
5. Drumline Soundtrack(what?? its my lil bros i just borrowed it)
i should be spouting off all kinds of amazingness. but nah. im sitting here looking at a half empty can of ruby red squirt and thinking about how i need to clean this room. its basically just mounds of clothes everywhere.
on my way in today i did find my "Notice of Prohibited Entry" for cranerjs apartment complex.
i put it up on my bulletin board. im proud of my deviance(sp?)
thats all i can come up with? e and a notice of prohibited entry?
i really need to step it up
what am i talking about?
im rambling about random nonsense
i need some requiem. fucking now.
speaking of fucking now...
k well i just felt like writing and hey! thats what this baby is for right?
so here it is. another update.
about nothing
and joe
mama
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
yeah you heard it here first.
oh now you want reasons?
so demanding!
-- im getting caught up on my bills(FINALLY!!!!)
-- headlight getting replaced on my car(ive been pulled over repeatedly due to my laziness)
-- i have the best friends ever and i have fun hanging out with them
-- my job doesnt suck too bad, i generally dont mind it and my boss loves me
-- plus i just got a raise(holla at cha girl)
-- on the boy end of my life - drama is gone
-- plus i have a date with a hottie(no signs of having multi personalities yet)
-- desi and i have tons of plans for the next 2 months to keep us busy till she turns 21(clubs, parties, piercings, tattoos, etc etc etc)... then...
-- all hell breaks loose
-- patrick is fucking amazing. best friend ever. next to my hoo of course.
-- new laptop on the way
-- picked out my fall classes... 12 credits - 3 classes. ew! but good at the same time. just have to wait for fall registration to open in a few months.
ok thats enough. for some reason sitting in my room wrapped in an electric blanket makes me very tired and not so profound.
that i can deal with. however if i stop dead in my life tracks 10 years from now and i own a mini van, have 3 bratty children and a husband like the one in american beauty... well i will have to shoot myself. this is just a random fact i thought you should know about.
its been attack of the ex boyfriends this past week. i think almost every single one of them have called me or tried to get ahold of me in someway... drew, josh, nick, jake, etc etc etc. goodness. its my experience that even if they fuck it up and waltz away thinking they are some sort of greek god in the modern world... they will always come crawling back at some point. for some reason.
and i had a sex dream about shaun last night..... EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! patrick thought that was pretty damn funny... what can i say? i guess it was.
desi you are so right. wheres the shit when we need it? now would be perfect.
tonight in the 5 disc changer we have -
1. R.E.M.
2. Third Eye Blind
3. Placebo
4. Marilyn Manson - my own personal mix
5. Drumline Soundtrack(what?? its my lil bros i just borrowed it)
i should be spouting off all kinds of amazingness. but nah. im sitting here looking at a half empty can of ruby red squirt and thinking about how i need to clean this room. its basically just mounds of clothes everywhere.
on my way in today i did find my "Notice of Prohibited Entry" for cranerjs apartment complex.
i put it up on my bulletin board. im proud of my deviance(sp?)
thats all i can come up with? e and a notice of prohibited entry?
i really need to step it up
what am i talking about?
im rambling about random nonsense
i need some requiem. fucking now.
speaking of fucking now...
k well i just felt like writing and hey! thats what this baby is for right?
so here it is. another update.
about nothing
and joe
mama
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.