my hands are merely the tools of access for words I do not control
so i ended up going out afterall last night
desi talked me into it. damn her!
i left my house at like 11
but i talked to nick on the phone for like 2 hours before that - then my dad yelled at me for being on the phone to long. how funny is that? someone needs to move out.
we got out our year books from freshman year in high school and read what we wrote to each other.
we were so funny back then. he called me bebe and i told him he was sexy. ahh being 14.
we talked more about iraq and his trip to hawaii and how he is going again in jan and thinks i should come. hawaii - if i go i wont come home ever again! aww yeah!
then we talked about his visit to ireland where he drank my fav beer(guiness) in a pub there. but it was served warm. eeww!!
then we talked about requiem and how he hasnt seen it but he needs to. (im obsessed i know this)
so i told him i had the dvd for another couple of days before i have to return it to dv.
he wanted to come and watch it at my house but the darling little ones were occupying the tv. so that was a no go.
so he wanted me to come and watch it at his house. but i didnt feel like driving. yeah - the whole 3 miles - i know im lazy.
considering i ended up going out after that.
heh.
so i text messaged him this morning saying "good morning nerd!"
and he wrote back like 15 mins later "hey weirdo way to go on messaging me during formation"
WHOOPS!!!
so i apologized and then he messaged me saying he had a dream about me last night
boys are so funny.
heh. happy morning to me.
hes going to the bar with the salesboys and i tonight(including tr) cuz you know how that goes
i need a body guard at all times and akash looses all of his senses after a few drinks.
still looking for an id for hoohaa. cuz she NEEDS TO GO!
so this weekend i think im going to detroit all weekend. kelly might come and visit from wisconsin but shes not sure yet.
if so she will get a hotel in detroit and ill just meet her out at the bar
if she doesnt come im still going to d-town.
to get away from my crazy new family. haha.
i actually had fun at home last night
hilda made steaks and we talked about her son at school and how the teachers arent happy about it because he doesnt speak very good english.
stupid small town teachers. they dont want anymore work than they have now.
i hated them when i was in 6th grade - sounds like they are still bitches.
one actually said right to hilda and my dad "what are we suppose to do with him? he doesnt even speak english!"
um yes he does you idiot. ugh. im annoyed!
okay i have to go. everyone have a super spectacular day!!!!!
There are jazz bars filled with cocktail head spins
And rhinestone smoke dangling in their fingers
Black hour glass dresses that match their charcoal hearts
And bees swarm around their frozen feet
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Laying breathless in porcelain
Perfume leaking from your blood stream
Floating bullets carry themselves into your jewelry box
And place themselves next to the pearls you torched
Death angel come and let me swipe my finger across your thorns
So I can taste what it is like to be numb from beyond
And wake up in a serene sleep that has no battles
Let alone weapons tarnished with blood rust
Dear little girl,
Your curls are tangled
And I want to whisper in your ear
That she is coming home
.
.
But darling,
I think we lost her a long time ago
P.S.
To whom it may concern,
Let the violin be your netting.
I have sewn up the holes in advance.
desi talked me into it. damn her!
i left my house at like 11
but i talked to nick on the phone for like 2 hours before that - then my dad yelled at me for being on the phone to long. how funny is that? someone needs to move out.
we got out our year books from freshman year in high school and read what we wrote to each other.
we were so funny back then. he called me bebe and i told him he was sexy. ahh being 14.
we talked more about iraq and his trip to hawaii and how he is going again in jan and thinks i should come. hawaii - if i go i wont come home ever again! aww yeah!
then we talked about his visit to ireland where he drank my fav beer(guiness) in a pub there. but it was served warm. eeww!!
then we talked about requiem and how he hasnt seen it but he needs to. (im obsessed i know this)
so i told him i had the dvd for another couple of days before i have to return it to dv.
he wanted to come and watch it at my house but the darling little ones were occupying the tv. so that was a no go.
so he wanted me to come and watch it at his house. but i didnt feel like driving. yeah - the whole 3 miles - i know im lazy.
considering i ended up going out after that.
heh.
so i text messaged him this morning saying "good morning nerd!"
and he wrote back like 15 mins later "hey weirdo way to go on messaging me during formation"
WHOOPS!!!
so i apologized and then he messaged me saying he had a dream about me last night
boys are so funny.
heh. happy morning to me.
hes going to the bar with the salesboys and i tonight(including tr) cuz you know how that goes
i need a body guard at all times and akash looses all of his senses after a few drinks.
still looking for an id for hoohaa. cuz she NEEDS TO GO!
so this weekend i think im going to detroit all weekend. kelly might come and visit from wisconsin but shes not sure yet.
if so she will get a hotel in detroit and ill just meet her out at the bar
if she doesnt come im still going to d-town.
to get away from my crazy new family. haha.
i actually had fun at home last night
hilda made steaks and we talked about her son at school and how the teachers arent happy about it because he doesnt speak very good english.
stupid small town teachers. they dont want anymore work than they have now.
i hated them when i was in 6th grade - sounds like they are still bitches.
one actually said right to hilda and my dad "what are we suppose to do with him? he doesnt even speak english!"
um yes he does you idiot. ugh. im annoyed!
okay i have to go. everyone have a super spectacular day!!!!!
There are jazz bars filled with cocktail head spins
And rhinestone smoke dangling in their fingers
Black hour glass dresses that match their charcoal hearts
And bees swarm around their frozen feet
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Laying breathless in porcelain
Perfume leaking from your blood stream
Floating bullets carry themselves into your jewelry box
And place themselves next to the pearls you torched
Death angel come and let me swipe my finger across your thorns
So I can taste what it is like to be numb from beyond
And wake up in a serene sleep that has no battles
Let alone weapons tarnished with blood rust
Dear little girl,
Your curls are tangled
And I want to whisper in your ear
That she is coming home
.
.
But darling,
I think we lost her a long time ago
P.S.
To whom it may concern,
Let the violin be your netting.
I have sewn up the holes in advance.