....She can hardly breathe without you....

Feb 07, 2006 12:59

I can't help but wonder....
Did I push too much?
Is this because of me?
Could you ever love me?
What will become of us?

Is this the end?

I don't understand why this is happening. Why us? You and I, who so deeply felt, deeply needed, deeply cared. What's happened to us? I want only to disappear. I want to hear you tell me we are going to be just fine.

I want to know that you still need me too. Because I don't know what I'd do without you. I don't want to know a day without you.

Seeing you is so hard like this. Not being able to call you. Not being able to hold you. I feel like I'm powerless to the whole thing. I feel like all I can do is wait. How I do tire of waiting, yet I'll keep on, if that's all I have left.

I don't know how I could ever love again.

Oh, why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good,
No, I'm nothing.
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins.

I break in two over you,
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life.
But you don't see me, you don't....

Here I'm in between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn
By you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock lifts the red from my face
When I hear someone's taking my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you?

I break in two over you.
I break in two over you.
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me,
Now you don't.
Now you need me,
Now you don't.
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