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i have one minute.
thanks for your prayers.
prayer walking is the coolest.
i want a new york accent.
lovin it now. but i cant wait to get home.
gotta go.
*edit* [11:11 pm]
now i realize what was eating at me. its not the city or my family, it just seems that so few people have a born again mindset. i dont even like being around to hear Godless talk or Godless ambitions. its so wrong. at home i get to talk about God or sing about Him and its normal, or as they say in new york its the way of life. but whenever im around people that hardly even acknowledge that there is a God it drives me nuts because every time God is mentioned its like 'oh were talking spiritual so we gotta get serious' but its not like that. God is life and bliss, this world is meaningless empty pleasure and it leads to death.
and i have so much growing to do because i dont even know how to react to this. im stunned most of the time by the quickness to anger and how much God is ignored. it makes me miss home. i am so blessed to share a place with amy where God is desired and if Hes not this is a problem. its not normal or good for people to function without God. its sin and it doesnt make any sense.
man God is good, i was going to crack yesterday and He sustained me. if im not enjoying God i have come to the conclusion that i just cant enjoy life.
thanks for your prayers.
prayer walking is the coolest.
i want a new york accent.
lovin it now. but i cant wait to get home.
gotta go.
*edit* [11:11 pm]
now i realize what was eating at me. its not the city or my family, it just seems that so few people have a born again mindset. i dont even like being around to hear Godless talk or Godless ambitions. its so wrong. at home i get to talk about God or sing about Him and its normal, or as they say in new york its the way of life. but whenever im around people that hardly even acknowledge that there is a God it drives me nuts because every time God is mentioned its like 'oh were talking spiritual so we gotta get serious' but its not like that. God is life and bliss, this world is meaningless empty pleasure and it leads to death.
and i have so much growing to do because i dont even know how to react to this. im stunned most of the time by the quickness to anger and how much God is ignored. it makes me miss home. i am so blessed to share a place with amy where God is desired and if Hes not this is a problem. its not normal or good for people to function without God. its sin and it doesnt make any sense.
man God is good, i was going to crack yesterday and He sustained me. if im not enjoying God i have come to the conclusion that i just cant enjoy life.