carrie bradshaw's got nothing on me!
so i started thinking a lot today about how i need to continue to make 19 the best year of my life.
i sound so cutesy and young, but it really has been good so far.
i need to be fabulous.
i need to wear skirts and sandals, i need to do drugs more often - but in the romantic way, not the skeezy way.
i need to live. i need to love. i need to be loved, but not nearly as much as i used to.
i watch too much sex and the city.
so i'm home, for the summer.
and i hope - actually i know it'll be the best one yet.
i really am comfortable with the idea that i'm changing everything about myself without losing the person i am. i am simply improving myself. i'm making myself the daring, sexy, sophisticated, likeable, elegant, yet trashy, humble, and down to earth ME. and i think i'm going to enjoy getting there. i think i'm going to enjoy a great deal this summer. i think i'm going to enjoy sex a whole lot more, enjoy dating and dancing and drinking red wine from fluted glasses a whole lot more... i think i'm going to grow up. i think i am growing up. i think this is what they call 'happy'.
i sound so cutesy and young, but it really has been good so far.
i need to be fabulous.
i need to wear skirts and sandals, i need to do drugs more often - but in the romantic way, not the skeezy way.
i need to live. i need to love. i need to be loved, but not nearly as much as i used to.
i watch too much sex and the city.
so i'm home, for the summer.
and i hope - actually i know it'll be the best one yet.
i really am comfortable with the idea that i'm changing everything about myself without losing the person i am. i am simply improving myself. i'm making myself the daring, sexy, sophisticated, likeable, elegant, yet trashy, humble, and down to earth ME. and i think i'm going to enjoy getting there. i think i'm going to enjoy a great deal this summer. i think i'm going to enjoy sex a whole lot more, enjoy dating and dancing and drinking red wine from fluted glasses a whole lot more... i think i'm going to grow up. i think i am growing up. i think this is what they call 'happy'.