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Jan 31, 2009 21:25

I honestly do not even remember that last time I updated, I guess thats pretty bad. Howeverrrr, nothing worth mentioning has happened anyways. I am stressed out because I feel like I slacked so much applying for colleges and studying for SATS and getting prepared and now its killing me. I don't know whether to go to UF or USF and I truly have no preference and why didn't I apply for Georgetown? Should I have listened to my family? Am i settling? I am so not ready for this. I am not ready to let go and I am not ready to be responsible and am not ready to be alone. Oh and actually i havent gotten into UF yet so maybe i'll get kicked in the butt for being presumptious two weeks early. I don't know what to do with my life and it is all coming too fast. Things cannot be simple and I cannot enjoy anything for very long. I am not being pessimistic either, that is just how it has been lately. I have just been so tired recently, more so than ever before and I want something to look forward to again.

Are we already a month into the new year?
I don't know where I've been, but i guess I didn't notice.
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