Pessimist: One who, when he has the choice of two evils, chooses both

Nov 25, 2009 02:27

Blaaaaaaah!! i just seen pix of my old roommate jason watson aka Coffindodger's newborn daughter!!! Wut the hell?!?!? I'm not too sure but i think i'm almost the last of my friend's to not huv a kid or to huv been married/divorced bahahahahaha!!

Both of which i'm fine with, i've never wanted to huv kids n i've always believed marriage is for suckers coz eventually almost everyone gets divorced.

Uggh, it's 2am as i write this and no one is online, not even Pixie which is a first. It's funny how much we agree about shit, neither uhv us want kids or as she said "it'll be a cold day in hell when i spawn!" hahahaha Not ta mention she's not a fan of marriage either.

So i got the internet back about 3weeks ago??? And it's safe to say i've become addicted to the internet again. If it wuzn't for my alcoholism i'd never leave my apartment to socialize. But at this point i don't care to go out too much. Mainly coz of bullshit melodrama that i love to watch but not to be involved in.. directly hahahaha

Anyway Becky wuz acting kinda weird awhile ago. She wuz huvin a party at the Bennie's and i wuz going to go but backt out once i found out that doucher Egan wuz there. Then later on in the nite when Carly n i were at a friend's place drinking i got a bitchy text from Becky asking wut the hell wuz i doing drinking wit sum dude & that she got 2 cards n sum other junk.

so Carly & i ended up going even tho scott wuz there. Altho after about an hour i left coz i couldn't fuckin stand being around egan n i walkt home.

then there wuz jay bennie's buck n doe, i texted becky that i mite not go n i mite go hang out wit dylan. her reply in a nutshell wuz semi pist off, if yer not going to come n support yer friends wedding don't tell me about it coz i don't wanna know.

First off for her b-day party wut did it matter if i went or not there were other ppl there???

2nd Bennie's buck n doe kinda the same deal, my $10 wouldn't have made a difference in the Bennie's wedding fund, not ta mention i'm one of many that didn't show up!!! Plus i wuz fuckin tired from work & had to work in the morning at 6am, i din't get home til 11pm which after i got showered n walkt down to the civic center n stuck around for maybe a half hour n walkt home i'd be totally wipt out!?!?!

Also if i went to the B&D i'd hafta be around Egan again!?!?!? Plus i can't stand being around that many ppl if i'm not drunk n there wuz no way in hell i wuz drinking if i had to be at work 6hrs later... god i hate ppl

Hahahaha that's another thing that reminds me of pixie, our dislike fer ppl in general!!! time to post sum pix on msn

Oh ya pixie mentioned one nite that i've snuck my way into her writing n drawings... weird and she hates it! hahahaha
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